Straight Male / 35
For my birthday last month my wife Mary setup a threesome with one her girlfriends, Linda. They are both petite ladies, kind of both quiet and shy, the last two women you might expect to do this sort of thing. Nonetheless, the sex was pretty damn good - a double blowjob that seed to go on for hours, Mary's blonde head and Linda's brunette head swapping, slurping, and of course sucking back and forth and even together like the weirdest and best game of HORSE ever; Mary positioning us so that she was guiding my cock into Linda missionary and cheering me on with lots of encouragement and kissing; me roaring like a lion and blowing the biggest load I've ever had on Linda's body while Mary jerked me empty like some kind of show cock. Yes, the kind of stuff any man would absolutely love to do.
I regretted this little adventure pretty quick. First thing, I didn't notice when we were at it but other than the double blow, there was little to no interaction between Mary and Linda - no kissing, fondling, fingering, nothing. Second, in the days that followed Mary realized just what happened and all her insecurities erupted all at once. She became paranoid that I was nailing Linda every moment I wasn't direclty with her. Still our current status, jealousy and too many long nights ending in her crying or screaming at me. Or both. Third, guilt and desperation, where Mary is upset that she's upset and tries to get me to fuck her "like I did Linda" and getting upset when I'm the least bit resistant or I don't perform like I did with her friend. She calls herself "a bad wife" if I'm not rock hard and punding her like she spurred me on to pound her friend.
She and Linda aren't talking, Mary has sunk into a mild but noticeable depression, and things in our house are tense and really strained. Our daughter has noticed that Mommy and Daddy are not playing together like they usually do and she's right 100%. This thing has really thrown us off course. From threesome to desperate sex to cold pretty quick, I'd say this was the wrong call for us and I'm not sure how to get us back on
course.
I've even asked her if she wants to even the score with another fellow, as much as I really hate the idea of another man with her. She said that won't fix anything for her (thank God) and she's doesn't want that. So here we are, most likely heading to counseling. Yay us.
I regretted this little adventure pretty quick. First thing, I didn't notice when we were at it but other than the double blow, there was little to no interaction between Mary and Linda - no kissing, fondling, fingering, nothing. Second, in the days that followed Mary realized just what happened and all her insecurities erupted all at once. She became paranoid that I was nailing Linda every moment I wasn't direclty with her. Still our current status, jealousy and too many long nights ending in her crying or screaming at me. Or both. Third, guilt and desperation, where Mary is upset that she's upset and tries to get me to fuck her "like I did Linda" and getting upset when I'm the least bit resistant or I don't perform like I did with her friend. She calls herself "a bad wife" if I'm not rock hard and punding her like she spurred me on to pound her friend.
She and Linda aren't talking, Mary has sunk into a mild but noticeable depression, and things in our house are tense and really strained. Our daughter has noticed that Mommy and Daddy are not playing together like they usually do and she's right 100%. This thing has really thrown us off course. From threesome to desperate sex to cold pretty quick, I'd say this was the wrong call for us and I'm not sure how to get us back on
course.
I've even asked her if she wants to even the score with another fellow, as much as I really hate the idea of another man with her. She said that won't fix anything for her (thank God) and she's doesn't want that. So here we are, most likely heading to counseling. Yay us.
