well wouldn't you be jealous too if everyone accused you of all kinds of things and was rude and attacked you and stopped you from earning, learning and loving? 47 and have no kids no home and no job and never had a normal date from a man yet. wouldn't you be jealous of everyone with more and not afraid to bash their faces in for getting in your way and insulting them? wouldn't you be jealous and fight back any way you could?