At my age I started an affair with a coworker. I feel guilty but meet with my lover anytime we can. My husband and I love each other very much. We talk, hang out, and cuddle. We quit having sex often years ago. Why I started the affair I'm thinking was mainly curious if my hormones are gone. My lovers penis was made for me. The orgasms I have are tremendous. My lover is younger than me. He enjoys sex with me and makes my body tingle. It is hard to get out of an affair and I'm not attempting to stop yet. I'm living in constant guilt.