It seems like there are ten thousand dramas in my life. My sister is my number one drama. My older sister was number one in her class, got a full ride scholarship to a prestigious university, graduated with honors, has a masters and is now working in New York. She is a virgin, she has never been fucked. I am ten years younger and I fucked in the eighth grade.

I am a freshman in college, I go to a non prestigious state university and my parents with the help of student loans are paying my way. I have fucked three guys since I got here. To me if a guy can't get to me and fuck me, then he is not dating material. Needless to say my sister is wholly against this, she thinks that I am ruined for life, and that no sane man will ever want me. All the time she is working 70 hour weeks and she is still a virgin.

My dream is to hire somebody, like a sex hitman. Some guy who works on the docks, or is a bus driver, or some other similar low end job. Some guy who is not circumcised, so maybe an immigrant. Pay him to stalk her and fuck her. Just fuck her with his nasty old penis and make her shut up.

That's it, my confession.