Straight Male / 39
My First Try at Penetration:
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I'm not sure if this posting belongs here but I couldn't find a better category, so here it is.
When I was young, my parents took my sister and me to my grandparent's farm during the summer months. We almost never went in winter because roads were sometimes impassible then. I do remember going there once during Christmas. I remember that occasion because after we got there and parked, my dad asked me to drain the water from the radiator of our car or else it would freeze. I was 14 at the time and he was trying to teach me about cars. I got to playing with my cousins and sure enough, I forgot to drain it and the radiator froze. My dad was angry at first but then commented, "Don't give an adult's job to a kid". I learned a bit about responsibility from that incident.
However, this posting is about what happened during a summer trip to my grandparent's farm. My family and several other families came with their children had come and the farmhouse was very crowded. I would say it was cozy, though. Two of my very close cousins had come, Wayne, who was 15 and Patsy, who was two years my younger at 12. The three of us plus several other cousins played all day outside until it got dark and then indoors until midnight. Meanwhile, my dad and various uncles played poker under a kerosene lamp for much of the day and into the night. I don't know when they took a break to eat and they would never let any of us participate in the poker game. They said we were too young.
When it was time to go to bed at about midnight, they assigned Wayne, Patsy and me to one of the beds in the second bedroom. They had three bedrooms available. I thought it strange that they would put a girl in with Wayne and me but I didn't think to ask why. We closed the door and Wayne and Patsy immediately started undressing. All three of us were exhausted from a full day of playing, Wayne undressed to his undergarment and got on one side of the bed. Patsy undressed and to my amazement, took off all of her clothes and got in the middle. I couldn't believe that she was stark naked. Both fell sound asleep before I even began to undress. Normally, I wear underpants in bed but this time, I took everything off and got into bed beside Patsy.
I should say at this time that I knew a little bit about sex at age 14 and I masturbated often. I had seen my mother naked a few times - both topless, bottomless and sometimes stark naked. I guess she still thought of me as a young child and seeing her naked wouldn't make any difference to me. Boy, was she wrong! I still remember her lovely full breasts jiggling as she walked from the bathroom shower to her bedroom. Even at 14 I was calling them "tits" and I had some pretty dirty thoughts about her.
In addition, I had seen through a crack in my parents bedroom door, my dad having sex with my mother. He was doing it from behind and she kept asking, "Are finished? Are you finished?". I remember the creaking of the bed and the thump, thump, thump sound as he humped her. Although Mom had given birth to five children, including me, I don't think she enjoyed sex much.
Getting back to the story, with Patsy sound asleep, I moved closer and closer to her until I felt her bum pressing against my stomach. Thinking how nice Mom's breasts were, I ran my hands over Patsy's chest, hoping to feel something. But there was nothing there, just the tiniest of nipples. I abandoned feeling her chest and ran my hands over her crotch. I discovered that Patsy had no pubic hair at all. But I could feel something very, very soft and warm and it was her genitals. My penis got really hard and I remember how Dad was behind Mom when he was humping her. Being behind Patsy, I took my penis and kept poking it and pushing it into her. Every time, it just seemed to miss its target and stick into nothing. However, Patsy was still in a deep slumber so I persisted and finally, I felt my penis slip into her. It was an experience that I had never had before and it was a wonderful sensation. I kept pulling her body tighter and tighter into mine until my penis penetrated her all the way. I cannot remember whether or not I had to hump her a bit to get it all the way in, but probably. I just laid there in the tightest of embraces with Patsy, who was still sound asleep, and kept trying to make sense of it all. All I can remember is that I didn't move a muscle for what seemed a long time . Then, amazingly, I fell asleep.
The next thing I remember is waking up to an empty bed. Wayne and Patsy were long gone from the room and it was early morning. I remembered what I had done last night and wondered if Patsy knew. I was afraid that she might have told someone, perhaps her parents. But my fears were unfounded because when I got up and dressed, she made no mention of it at all. And from the way she acted, it was clear that she had no idea what was done to her. It was Sunday now and we played until late afternoon and then our parents took us back to the big city.
Recently, when I communicated this incident to a friend, he said it is more than just penetration. Officially, you had sexual intercourse with Patsy even if you did not inseminate her.
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I'm not sure if this posting belongs here but I couldn't find a better category, so here it is.
When I was young, my parents took my sister and me to my grandparent's farm during the summer months. We almost never went in winter because roads were sometimes impassible then. I do remember going there once during Christmas. I remember that occasion because after we got there and parked, my dad asked me to drain the water from the radiator of our car or else it would freeze. I was 14 at the time and he was trying to teach me about cars. I got to playing with my cousins and sure enough, I forgot to drain it and the radiator froze. My dad was angry at first but then commented, "Don't give an adult's job to a kid". I learned a bit about responsibility from that incident.
However, this posting is about what happened during a summer trip to my grandparent's farm. My family and several other families came with their children had come and the farmhouse was very crowded. I would say it was cozy, though. Two of my very close cousins had come, Wayne, who was 15 and Patsy, who was two years my younger at 12. The three of us plus several other cousins played all day outside until it got dark and then indoors until midnight. Meanwhile, my dad and various uncles played poker under a kerosene lamp for much of the day and into the night. I don't know when they took a break to eat and they would never let any of us participate in the poker game. They said we were too young.
When it was time to go to bed at about midnight, they assigned Wayne, Patsy and me to one of the beds in the second bedroom. They had three bedrooms available. I thought it strange that they would put a girl in with Wayne and me but I didn't think to ask why. We closed the door and Wayne and Patsy immediately started undressing. All three of us were exhausted from a full day of playing, Wayne undressed to his undergarment and got on one side of the bed. Patsy undressed and to my amazement, took off all of her clothes and got in the middle. I couldn't believe that she was stark naked. Both fell sound asleep before I even began to undress. Normally, I wear underpants in bed but this time, I took everything off and got into bed beside Patsy.
I should say at this time that I knew a little bit about sex at age 14 and I masturbated often. I had seen my mother naked a few times - both topless, bottomless and sometimes stark naked. I guess she still thought of me as a young child and seeing her naked wouldn't make any difference to me. Boy, was she wrong! I still remember her lovely full breasts jiggling as she walked from the bathroom shower to her bedroom. Even at 14 I was calling them "tits" and I had some pretty dirty thoughts about her.
In addition, I had seen through a crack in my parents bedroom door, my dad having sex with my mother. He was doing it from behind and she kept asking, "Are finished? Are you finished?". I remember the creaking of the bed and the thump, thump, thump sound as he humped her. Although Mom had given birth to five children, including me, I don't think she enjoyed sex much.
Getting back to the story, with Patsy sound asleep, I moved closer and closer to her until I felt her bum pressing against my stomach. Thinking how nice Mom's breasts were, I ran my hands over Patsy's chest, hoping to feel something. But there was nothing there, just the tiniest of nipples. I abandoned feeling her chest and ran my hands over her crotch. I discovered that Patsy had no pubic hair at all. But I could feel something very, very soft and warm and it was her genitals. My penis got really hard and I remember how Dad was behind Mom when he was humping her. Being behind Patsy, I took my penis and kept poking it and pushing it into her. Every time, it just seemed to miss its target and stick into nothing. However, Patsy was still in a deep slumber so I persisted and finally, I felt my penis slip into her. It was an experience that I had never had before and it was a wonderful sensation. I kept pulling her body tighter and tighter into mine until my penis penetrated her all the way. I cannot remember whether or not I had to hump her a bit to get it all the way in, but probably. I just laid there in the tightest of embraces with Patsy, who was still sound asleep, and kept trying to make sense of it all. All I can remember is that I didn't move a muscle for what seemed a long time . Then, amazingly, I fell asleep.
The next thing I remember is waking up to an empty bed. Wayne and Patsy were long gone from the room and it was early morning. I remembered what I had done last night and wondered if Patsy knew. I was afraid that she might have told someone, perhaps her parents. But my fears were unfounded because when I got up and dressed, she made no mention of it at all. And from the way she acted, it was clear that she had no idea what was done to her. It was Sunday now and we played until late afternoon and then our parents took us back to the big city.
Recently, when I communicated this incident to a friend, he said it is more than just penetration. Officially, you had sexual intercourse with Patsy even if you did not inseminate her.
