Straight Male / 29
My primary care provider is a Nurse Practitioner that runs a Catholic low income and pregnancy clinic in my small town. Beth has been my 'doc' since I moved back after college 6 years ago.
I have had bad experiences not being well endowed but also find SPH (Small Penis Humiliation) videos online to be erotic and taboo. I have been laughed at but not really teased or mocked outright. My ex used to text, play games and talk on the phone while I had sex with her, but that was back when I could last longer than a minute or two.
Being both much smaller than average and prematurely ejaculating is pretty much the most embarrassing situation, but somehow it turns me on so much that the mere thought causes me to climax.
I live in a small town but escorts will travel from the city if the money is right. So Saturday I hired a backpage escort for sex. I have to go bareback, condoms fall right off my half-a-hotdog sized erections. She had turned a few tricks before she got here and reeked of sex, cum and not bathing. I paid her to let me fuck her then afterward she wanted me to eat her out so I did.
Monday afternoon I made an appointment for yesterday with my 'doc' because I was worried but also because I was aroused by the thought of confessing my dirty perversions to her.
I told her about condoms being to big and having unprotected sex with an escort. I was nervous how she would respond to such graphic information.
She told me as a Catholic she doesn't believe in condoms and told me that it was a sin to spill my seed through masturbating or sex with a condom catching my sperm. Weird huh? She went on to mention Jesus was with a prostitute (Mary Magdalen) so maybe sex with hookers is the most sinless way to release tension.
I was not expecting that reaction, but she went farther. She insisted on a genital exam. I have never had one prior so not sure what to think. I got an erection but she wasn't fazed by it, though she did tell me to wear tight underwear and shave my pubes for "hygeine" issues but had undertones. What wasn't ambiguous was that she talked about my size.
More than once she told me that I should be much larger but didn't think I was a candidate for surgical enhancement. Beth straight up told me to get used to it.... premature ejaculation she said was the least of my problem so she didn't address treating it. I have a follow up in 3 weeks.
I have had bad experiences not being well endowed but also find SPH (Small Penis Humiliation) videos online to be erotic and taboo. I have been laughed at but not really teased or mocked outright. My ex used to text, play games and talk on the phone while I had sex with her, but that was back when I could last longer than a minute or two.
Being both much smaller than average and prematurely ejaculating is pretty much the most embarrassing situation, but somehow it turns me on so much that the mere thought causes me to climax.
I live in a small town but escorts will travel from the city if the money is right. So Saturday I hired a backpage escort for sex. I have to go bareback, condoms fall right off my half-a-hotdog sized erections. She had turned a few tricks before she got here and reeked of sex, cum and not bathing. I paid her to let me fuck her then afterward she wanted me to eat her out so I did.
Monday afternoon I made an appointment for yesterday with my 'doc' because I was worried but also because I was aroused by the thought of confessing my dirty perversions to her.
I told her about condoms being to big and having unprotected sex with an escort. I was nervous how she would respond to such graphic information.
She told me as a Catholic she doesn't believe in condoms and told me that it was a sin to spill my seed through masturbating or sex with a condom catching my sperm. Weird huh? She went on to mention Jesus was with a prostitute (Mary Magdalen) so maybe sex with hookers is the most sinless way to release tension.
I was not expecting that reaction, but she went farther. She insisted on a genital exam. I have never had one prior so not sure what to think. I got an erection but she wasn't fazed by it, though she did tell me to wear tight underwear and shave my pubes for "hygeine" issues but had undertones. What wasn't ambiguous was that she talked about my size.
More than once she told me that I should be much larger but didn't think I was a candidate for surgical enhancement. Beth straight up told me to get used to it.... premature ejaculation she said was the least of my problem so she didn't address treating it. I have a follow up in 3 weeks.
