As a teen I witnessed a situation that traumatized me at the time. This put me in a relationship with an older man and he settled me down by masturbating me. To comfort me, he held me and took my penis and masturbated me using both his hands and mouth.

Whenever it was possible he would masturbate me again by using his hand or by using his mouth and hand. It was a long time before I started to hold his penis and put his penis in my mouth. As I grew up, and I went away to college, whenever I was back home I would go spend time with him and we had complete sex, with penetration.

I am a grown man now and he is a much older gentleman now. We do not have sexual contact any more, we are just friends. He has never married and owns several businesses in town. He asked me to join him and his lawyer and he told me that as he did not have a family of his own he was leaving his estate to me, knowing that I would take care of it and help it grow. For me, it was thing of youth, as I have grown up and now have a wife and family and would never expect anything like this. Certainly I would not want anything to come out.

I am at a loss to explain why he would leave his estate to me. Not only to myself, but how can I explain this to everyone else.