Bi-Sexual Female / 18
So I've started sexting this guy. He is 20 years older than me. I'm still in High School and I turned 18 a couple months ago, so I've been wanting to explore. I was more than okay with the age gap. In fact that turned me on. I love older men. Then while talking to him, he told me he was married, but unhappy. That was a little off putting at first, but I found the idea of being the secret girl friend very arousing. And he found the idea of having a young mistress arousing. Every time I think about it, I feel that clinching in my pussy, the one that tells you it is craving a cock to wrap around. It feels so good to make someone cum while they are thinking on you.
I am still a virgin. Hell, I still haven't had my first kiss. Yet here I am, sending pictures of my pussy to a married man, and touching myself whenever I see him stroking his cock and cumming for me. I know its wrong, but it feels so good. I want him inside me so bad. I want to have his hard cock in my mouth. I want him to fuck my brains out and to use me any way he wants. I want him to fill my pussy with cum over and over again until I can't move. And he wants that too. So we are in the process of arranging to meet up.
That was until I looked him up on Facebook and found out he has kids. This has been bothering me deeply. He expressed having a complex relationship with his wife, but said nothing about his kids. I'm terrified that I might rip this family apart.
I have no idea what to do. I want him to fuck me so bad, but I want to ensure his kids don't have to endure a broken family. He said his wife sleeps around regularly and he is okay with it, so I don't know if that's the truth and this is normal for them, or if that is a lie to keep me with him. Part of me believes him, because at some point he wants me to fuck his wife too, but he wants to keep seeing me and have almost a secret relationship with me. I do not want to cause turmoil. But on the other hand, my selfish nature still wants to fuck him. Its not my family. I have no emotional attachment to them. But I can't reason like that. It still bothers me. My heart and body hurt. Its hard being horny and trying to have morals.
What do I do?
I am still a virgin. Hell, I still haven't had my first kiss. Yet here I am, sending pictures of my pussy to a married man, and touching myself whenever I see him stroking his cock and cumming for me. I know its wrong, but it feels so good. I want him inside me so bad. I want to have his hard cock in my mouth. I want him to fuck my brains out and to use me any way he wants. I want him to fill my pussy with cum over and over again until I can't move. And he wants that too. So we are in the process of arranging to meet up.
That was until I looked him up on Facebook and found out he has kids. This has been bothering me deeply. He expressed having a complex relationship with his wife, but said nothing about his kids. I'm terrified that I might rip this family apart.
I have no idea what to do. I want him to fuck me so bad, but I want to ensure his kids don't have to endure a broken family. He said his wife sleeps around regularly and he is okay with it, so I don't know if that's the truth and this is normal for them, or if that is a lie to keep me with him. Part of me believes him, because at some point he wants me to fuck his wife too, but he wants to keep seeing me and have almost a secret relationship with me. I do not want to cause turmoil. But on the other hand, my selfish nature still wants to fuck him. Its not my family. I have no emotional attachment to them. But I can't reason like that. It still bothers me. My heart and body hurt. Its hard being horny and trying to have morals.
What do I do?
