I'm a closet lesbian. I have had strong feelings for one of my closed friends, who's married, for a very long time. I participated in a threesome with her and her husband because she wanted to give him a sexual treat. I sucked and stroked dick and let a man eat and finger me and fuck me repeatedly simply because it was the only chance I was ever going to get to have sex with my friend. I did not enjoy the sexual activity with my friend's husband, at all, but I'm a good actress.

Unfortunately the threesome was more about him being with me than me being with her although I did get to make out with her and I did get to give her my best oral making her cum once in about two minutes of action :(. I just wanted him to leave so I could have her all to myself but he kept pulling me away from her to be with him.

When she and I talked afterward, she admitted that the little bit we did was "fun" and she'd like to do more of it "next time." I just had to play it up as an all in fun situation especially when she kept asking if I enjoyed the sex with her husband. I wanted to yell "NO NO NO I want you for myself not him!!!!!" but I played it cool. I did say that next time I want to make him watch us together to "really turn him on." She laughed and made a joke and expressed surprise that I ate her out like I did. If it does happen again, I'm going to be more assertive and find a way to make it about me and her and then she'll really be surprised by what I can do to her! Unfortunately this is as close to having her as I think I'm going to get. I wish she'd have an affair with me.