I am so enraged at my ex best friend who clearly is allowing himself to become his own worst enemy by making me his after he decided to end our friendship all because he doesn't know how to take criticism, is too much of a goddamn pussy to tell me what is fucking problem is with me, and refuses to let go of a fight we had months ago by claiming I was being too mean and abusive to him; when really I wouldn't have gotten so pissed off at him, if he didn't take his problems out on me all because I asked how his day went, by yelling at me to stop spamming you and when I told you I wasn't putting up with your spoiled, entitled rich boy meltdown, you say I was being mean to you all because I told you to Grow the fuck up, you blocked me and then I decided I wasn't putting up with it anymore but you decide you can't take criticism and accept your own faults and threaten to file harassment charges on me all because I tell you to grow up and i'm sick of all of the drama and problems that you always cause? Dude you will never make it anywhere in life at all with that attitude and if you don't get your Goddamn shit together, than guess what enjoy a life of failure and misery because you have nobody to blame but yourself.

Well after that he finally had the balls to man up and apologize and start being a better friend than guess what he starts ducking my messages but would answer his other loser friends messages and purposely ignore me and claim that he hasn't gotten over what I said months ago to him. Oh my God you said you would go back to being the friend you once was but decide to ignore my messages all because you refuse to get over a stupid message I sent all because you're a spoiled, entitled snowflake that won't let go of the past and get on with your life. You really are holding yourself back in life by allowing your depression control your life and cause your actions towards your friends. You lost one friend back in high school all because you just didn't know when to stop taking your depression out on her and when she decided she had enough and she stopped talking to you and never wants anything to do with a spoiled crybaby loser who takes their depression out on his friends.

He's also had a habit of playing victim all the time, when he causes problems for me and then refuses to own up to them; he claims anytime I get mad at him such as the long message I sent him months ago after I got tired of him taking his problems out on me instead of taking criticism and learning what he did wrong, he goes and plays victim saying I was abusive to him. Than after I tried to do something nice for him he doesn't bother to show one bit of appreciation and after I confronted him about he said he made a mistake and that I ruined his day for getting pissed at him. Oh my fucking God, if you make a mistake TAKE SOME GODDAMN FUCKING RESPONSIBILITY AND CORRECT IT. Jesus Christ he needs some serious help; he gets defensive all the time over every argument claiming he did nothing wrong and plays victim by saying I'm being mean and abusive. You know what you need? A fucking Therapist or Psychologist and let them figure out what the fuck is wrong with you anymore because I am so sick of trying to be your friend and all you do is act like an asshole every fucking time and blame me for your own failures.

He also has a very bad habit of breaking promises all the fucking time; he makes bullshit promises to hang out and do stuff, to be supportive, and to be a good friend and yet he never follows through on any of them. He's either talking or hanging out with his other friends and ignores my messages or tells me to leave him alone because I was being mean to him. He used to tag me all the time on stuff on facebook but won't anymore and gets pissed at me if I tag him in anything then gets all pissed at me when I don't tag him in anything by claiming I was being rude; no idiot you told me not to tag you and now you're getting upset at me for trying to respect your retarded wishes. We used to game online together and now he never bothers to ask me to game with him just so he can post it on YouTube and worst he made a promise we would make videos together and yet all he cares more about is getting himself famous and when it comes to making any together he never bothers to post any of the ones we did make together which is very selfish and as a result he's let his own ego and very few subscribers and likes go straight to his head. I tried to be supportive of him but yet when I asked for his support all he did was make broken promises and wouldn't bother to care at all about anything I did because it's always about him.

But the worst part is was he promised to do something for my birthday after he got back from vacation and his birthday is right next to mine; so I waited for him to come back and do something with all of us together and what does he do' he makes a live stream on youtube and doesn't even bother to see what I said to him on the chat and worst of all after I said Happy Birthday to him on facebook he doesn't bother to like, thank me, or show any appreciation at all I was so pissed off at him that I deleted my post to him and then he tells me Happy Birthday the next day so I ignored it worst of all he never bothered to like or talk about anything I got for my birthday at all and worst of all he broke yet another promise where he said he would do something for my birthday and once again he fucked up and ignored all of my messages to the point where I finally decided to block him because I was sick of him and his constant lying, bullshitting, victim playing, spoiled, entitled, selfish, woe is me, promise breaking bullshit.

We stopped talking after a month but then he decides he wants to be friends again and wants to try harder at being friends well guess what he couldn't keep his word as he would go back to his same bullshit by avoiding my messages and stuff that I thought he would appreciate, caring more about his other friends, and promised to game with me and never kept that at all and then called me a loser and said that all I do is get mad at him all the time and then apologize and go back to getting mad at him. No dumbass I get mad at you all the time because you are not true friend at all, you can't keep promises even if your life depended on it, you ruined my birthday and worst of all you still refuse to let go and get over a fucking message I sent from months ago. OH MY FUCKING GOD WOULD YOU GET OVER IT ALREADY, I thought you said you would go back to being a good friend you once was but you still hold on to that stupid message. You know what I really do hope you fail at everything you do in your miserable, worthless, useless, pathetic life because you clearly don't care about your friends anymore all you care about is yourself and would screw over your own family just to make yourself famous.

He said friends grow apart despite the fact that we had the dream f traveling the world together yet he says something that selfish to me all because he no longer wants to show any compromise and be committed to having a good friendship with me when he only cares more about himself and what he wants to do, by the way real friends don't grow apart and you just proved that you were never a true friend at all. He even admitted he wasn't acting like a very good friend and when I tried to ask him why he then tells me to forget about it and that it wasn't my concern. Really why did you even bring it up, are you hiding something from me, if you are man up and tell me what your problem is and stop running away all the time. All he ever does is run away from his problems and expects everyone to just forget about them and move on. Why do you expect us to forget about them when you refuse to grow a pair of balls and man up to them; we wouldn't have all of these fights if you would just man up to your fucking problems. He's had a problem with me even before I sent that message and continues to hide his problem from me and it's what has caused all of our fights because he just will not man up to his own mistakes, man up to his own problems, breaks promises all the time, refuses to let go of what happened in the past, takes no ownership of things that are his fault, plays victim, cares more about his views than caring about his friends, lies all the time, and refuses to also man up and tell me what his goddamn fucking problem is with me and why he says he hasn't been a good friend, because guess what he lost me as a friend for good and one of these days it will bite him right back on the ass.

I do blame myself for also why our friendship fell apart because I was a dick to him a lot but I was trying to make up for my mistakes but he wouldn't allow me to make up for them by purposely pissing me off, being a total dick, causing all of the problems listed above, and making staying friends with him a real chore and for that I now hate the fuck out of him and no longer want anything to do with him. I wish I knew what his fucking problem is and why he acts like a spoiled, entitled snowflake pussy all the time. I really do wish I did and wish there was a way to know what could have been done to prevent any of this from happening.