Last summer I needed money and a woman from work offered me weekend gig helping her catering a party. She failed to tell me it was on a small yacht, offshore. After we served lunch and cleaned up she told me I could sit on the deck and take a break.

She came out and sat beside me and told me that one of the guests had asked for me. She suggested, didn't tell me, she suggested I accept, be nice and she was sure he would show his appreciation.

I really needed money, I prostituted myself. I feel terrible, disappointed in myself. I can't even spend the money, it is still in my dresser.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous

Clearly, if you still have the money in your drawer, you did not really need them, and the act of prostituting yourself must be a little over the top. If you did not even enjoy the sex, the whole endeavour might be a sad and degrading experience. But having the money in the drawer will constantly remind you of the deed, thereby prolonging your sorry situation. Spend the money without regret, what is done is done, go on and live your life, s lot of people have done a lot worse with their lifes, totally without regret

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Anonymous

by Anonymous

I feel for you,... forgive your self and let your self live. No one is perfect. Now go spend that money on something useless. Lol

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Anonymous

by Anonymous

Don't let yourself in this situation,again, if you feel so guilty about this.If you have enjoyed sex ,that's another matter.It's your life and you don't owe any explanation to anyone.If you have not,get a new job--if possible to avoid contact with this colleague and live proudly.It does not have to be something glorious.Any task,sincerely taken up and completed if good enough.If you don't need the money,pay someone who needs the same.

Kick the colleague out of your life without making any fuss over.She was a pimp.She should have offered herself instead of you to that man.Now she may blackmail you to do this more often and push you in this endless cycle of blackmailing,getting you to sleep with someone and if you refuse,humiliating you in the public.Best luck.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous

Oooooooo my putsie hurting........

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