I guess I developed early, by the time I was 14, my breasts were already a full C and thanks to my make up and dress, everyone thought I was older. I was at a neighbor's party when I met Jimmy, and it was love/lust at first sight. Well built, and 19, I was instantly infatuated with him. As we talked, I flirted a lot and it didn't take long before we were making out in his car. He was a great kisser, and obviously more experienced than I was. I was so wet as he stuck his hand into my panties, I almost came or fainted. He wanted to do more, but I lied and said that I didn't want people passing by to see us. I made my excuse and gave him my number. All the way home I was praying he would call me again.
The next day, he called and we talked on the phone for hours about everything and nothing. He asked if I was seeing anyone, if I wanted to go out on Friday, ect. I could barely contain my self. He said not to dress up, we would go to the lake, where there would be less interruptions. OMG, he wanted to fuck, and I was still a virgin and terribly afraid of pregnancy. In my mind, the only option to keep him was to either give in or lose him. I couldn't talk to my Mom, and I didn't want to let my girlfriends know so I figured anal was the answer.
I spent the next 3 days in the shower, the bathroom and my bedroom with my fingers, hairbrush and even frozen hot dogs trying to prepare myself. I tried soap, baby lotion and Vaseline but all I really accomplished was giving myself a case of the runs.
Friday night, Jimmy picked me up and we headed out to the lake. Once parked there was a lot of steamy kisses, grabbing and squeezing. I rubbed his crotch the way he rubbed mine, and he was hard and big! I hadn't any experience in handling a guy before, but he was gentle and soon was holding my hand as I stroked him. When he finally got me to kiss it, he started to try to get my pants down. I guess I jumped and maybe bit a little because he stopped cold.
I pulled my jeans and panties down and told him I wanted him to fuck my ass. I think he was shocked, but I gave him a tube of cream I bought at the drugstore and told him to go slowly. I laid on my side and he spooned behind me and he tried many times to get the head into my butt. Eventually, he got the tip in and I gasped. He stopped moving, and I asked him to just lie still. He was playing with one of my nipples and he kissed my neck and whispered into my ear. I started moving my hips in such a way I could feel my clit grinding against myself. Jimmy never pushed, but I eventually got him part way in. It hurt, but I wanted him so badly I just kept rotating my hips and rubbing my self. Then it happened, all those self induced orgasms I thought I had were nothing compared to what happened then. I came hard and I think I hurt myself as I rocked against him until he came in my ass.
I don't remember much about the rest of the night. I remember him kissing me at the door and promising he'd call again. I went to bed hurting but so fulfilled. The next day, Jimmy came to the door with flowers and asked me to be his steady.
Jimmy and I dated for 14 months, even after I told him how old I was. I let him take my virginity every way he wanted and loved it.
I've been married for 4 years, and when I really want to enjoy sex, my husband gets to do my ass. Gentle, spooning and very slowly. I can't handle it hard and fast, but he knows when he makes me come like that, he can get anything he wants from me, and usually does!


