I chose to put that I am a lesbian female, although I do not believe that I am truly a lesbian woman. In my early sexual experiences, it was always 100% with a man. But things changed when I finished college and I moved into a house with two other women. Living with them was like I had been reborn to a better life.

After two years of living with these two women, the one I am closest with and I chose to live together. We live together, and that means that we do not only share the space. We share our lives with each other. Many times we went to the other room, to sleep with together, until we chose to share a room. Why? Because sleeping with her is just about the most fulfilling thing I can think of. Sleeping together has brought sex into our lives, for us to enjoy sex together. I say enjoy, because it is truly a pleasure. I cannot say that I ever enjoyed sex with a man, not in that way.

But, and this is why I say I may not a lesbian. A cry from deep within me calls me to be with a man, even if for those few minutes, to copulate. It is not rewarding or fulfilling, it is more like a hunger that has to be satisfied. Once satisfied, I have no desire to remain at the table. Get it over with, that is my main objective. And wait as long as possible before this terrible hunger strikes again and I have to submit to its demands.