The thing is I know I'm not that attractive, I'm a chubby one, and I've only let two boyfriends before have sex with me, the first guy was for about 2 months and the second guy was 2 times total. My first boyfriend I would give BJ's to also. I don't know what possessed me, I felt very attractive and very sexy, they made me feel great. I don't have orgasms from sex yet, but it felt really good. I pretended that I came several times. Now it's been about 2 hours, I'm back in my room at home and I feel like such a slut. I don't know how I can look those guys in the face again. They'll all just expect to screw me anytime they want or will bring more guys to have sex with me. I don't know what made me let them do it.


