I was 15 and was sucking off the boy next door almost every day. One day my parents were at work and I was sucking him off in the living room he on my Dads chair me on my knees. I was so into it I did not hear the door open and someone walk in. It was my Dad he yelled what the fuck! He walked over to me grabbed me by the hair and yelled in my face your sick are you a fag? I did not know what to say or do. Before I could say anything my Dad pulled his cock out and said you want cock I will show you what its like. He was not full hard but he was very large to the boy from next door. He shoved his cock in my mouth calling me names like fag and cock sucker. he put his hand on back of my head and just drilled his cock into my mouth. I could not breath and he had gotten full hard it was thick and big and choked me. he pounded my throat tell tears ran down my face he put both hands on back of my head and went to town fucking my mouth like a bull. I was so shocked frightened I did not fight him. He tossed his head back and filled my throat and mouth with cum he pulled me off his cock and said you still love cock you fag? I did not say anything I just got up and walked out the boy next door followed. We sat in the barn loft I started to cry but did not know why. The boy next door asked if I would finish sucking him off and I did. He got up and left after did not say anything. the next day he said how hot it had made him watching me get my mouth rapped. And he then started to do that to me everyday. My Dad never said anything about what happened he did not talk to me much at all after that. My mom left to stay with her sister leaving just my Dad and I home. I was asleep one night he came in drunk I heard him stumbling around then my door burst open he fell on me in my bed I slept almost nude just my boxers. Before I knew it they were off and he climbed on me pushed my face into the pillow and stabbed his cock up my ass. I screamed it hurt and that seemed to turn him on he started fucking me like an animal saying so are you still a fag cock sucker I know you are you suck that kid next door everyday your sick you scum I will fuck you so hard you wont want anymore cock. And he did he pounded my ass with his big thick cock splitting me open. After a bit it still hurt like hell but not as much. He started to cum and fucked me hard until he emptied his nuts in me. He got off me and said get out of my house you sick fag. I got up packed my things and walked to my sisters house. I stayed with her for a while until I moved in with a friend and his folks. I hated him for years but a sick part of me liked it and wished he would have loved me and been gentle with me and maybe let me take care of him but no he was an ass. I never talked to him again. I heard he passed away also never talked to my Mom until after he died. She chose him over me and I was pissed at her for that. So my Dad was my first but not my last man fucking my ass.