So I recently moved into a cottage and owners are black..1 women ,her husband and 2 sons
Every night I see the one son in the shower and it's become a daily routine where at 19.45 i sit in the lounge with the light of and watch him
He is talk dark and not cocked...and if anyone knows me I am weak when it comes to a BBC...

There are days he watches me leave for work and he is quiet friendly compared to the other brother

Now i also donr have the guts to approach or hint long enough for him to walk into my house at 1 in the morning and fuck my brains out

Sometimes I want to ask my friend to ask his dealer to come through.. it's been on my mind to fuck atleast 2 guys at the same time one has to be black

I sometimes feel like I'm going back to old self where I am addicted to cock and anything goes ...sleep with man after man after man without even thinking twice.. is this who I am ?
Am I just lonely or am I really just the horny all the time

So I can't speak to my friend right now but luckily I've kept all the videos of him jerking off till he cums which helps me with self pleasure alot ..but any freak knows there is no pleasure better then tell cock inside a wet pussy and a women who is willing to do any and everything with him...

But let's see how the next few days go because I need something to get my mind of things...