It's not weird at all. I have a wife and a mistress, never had nor wanted any homosexual experiences, but when I masturbate which isn't often I fantasise about being a woman. Just enjoy!
I do the same; when I masturbate I am not looking for an encounter with a male, and truthfully it kind of repulses me to have the idea of a man around when I am pleasing myself.
I'd be happy to chat with anyone in this situation. I'm a lesbian, so I have a bit of experience. At least it would let you know if you're interested in the next step.
Comment if you're interested. We'll figure out a way to make it happen.
I am the original post and I agree with #2 comment. When I masturbate I don't really think about men and big cocks.
Never say never.
I just saw your reply and emailed you
I'm a straight married 60 year old male. Although I've never been with a man, and probably never will, I think about sucking a nice cock when I masturbate. Men don't turn me on at all. When I'm around guys the idea never crosses my mind. I don't even want to touch another man, except maybe to shake hands. But in the fantasy world of my mind, I sometimes wish I could just suck a nice looking guys cock for him. Nothing else. Just suck him to a full orgasm. Weird huh?
I am a happily married man but fantasize and masturbate thinking of sucking dick and being fucked in the ass. It is one of those things that will probably never happen but it is fun to think about.
