My name is Zara. I'm 19 years old and I love having a really good poo after I've held it all day. Sometimes I get so desperate I'm nearly pooing myself and last night I it happened. I was constipated for 3 days and I took a laxative the night before. I was doing my paper round the next morning when I felt the biggest urge to poo I'd ever had. I still had a lot of papers to deliver so I clenched but my bowels had other ideas. I had to hold my bum and if anyone saw me I must have looked pretty silly. I managed to regain some degree of control and I let go of my bum and carried on delivering papers but 5 minutes later there urge got worse and I had to use both hands to keep my poo in. This time the urge didn't go away and I felt a hot sticky feeling between my bum cheeks and I gave up the fight and placed my hands on my knees and bent my legs slightly and relaxed. It came out quickly and the relief of it was incredible. I peed myself as well and when it was over I felt 3 pound lighter apart from my knickers of course.