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Gay Confessions
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Bi-Sexual Male / 42
Where I work, you can have a mixture of staff and the general public all mixed together. It's a vibrant place and always lots going on. Yet around this time of year it becomes absolutely hectic.
Working through my lunch a few weeks ago, I also didn't go to the bathroom which I desperately needed. Finally forced to as I was bursting, I decided to use a little used restroom at the rear of the massive building, as it was closer to where I needed to work later on.
Stood having my pee feeling that ahhhh moment, the bathroom door opened and in walked a young guy. Straight away he began watching me pee and made a comment about the size of my penis. I have a large penis which doesn't grow much from it's already seven inch flaccid state. Turning to him, I saw he had his cock out and it was already erect. His much smaller penis was also a lot thinner than mine and looking up, I saw it was a really young looking guy who was coming onto me.
Telling him I wasn't gay, he responded by saying "Your loss dude, I give the best blowy out there".
This is where it got all out of hand for me, as my cock hardened. He and I both saw it and he made some comment about my cock wanting pleasuring. Trying to put it away after the usual shake or five, it only made my cock pulse with desire. Often in the past it had been a prelude to me seeking out my wife for a blow job, or to have a "Quickie" fucking her where she was at the time.
Stood in the toilets with a young man, and my cock rigidly and proudly throbbing it's full eight and bit inches, I found myself saying "Fuck it why not".
We entered the stall and immediately he sank down and took hold of my dick. His cock was still out and he was slowly tossing himself off. Looking down at him taking my full length, I instantly knew he was going to be good at sucking cock, and I was totally right. It was I have to say right now, the best head I'd ever experienced, and I've had lots of females blow me in my time. He literally made love to my cock with his mouth. And by that, I mean he took every inch of my cock and balls and gave each inch the kind of attention I would and could only dream of. It was in my opinion, the perfect way to suck a cock and I wasn't gay.
For nearly ten minutes he took me to the brink of cumming and then slowly had my cock relax back. It was torture, but a sublime and sexually exhilarating torture, and one I found myself telling him he was soooo good.
On the brink of orgasming again, he suddenly stopped and stood up. Smiling at me, he took hold of my cock and slowly wanked it. As he did, he asked me if I'd ever fucked a guy. Shaking my head unable to speak from the sheer delight he was giving my cock, he said "You're going to fuck me, and I'm going to take every inch".
There was no argument from me, as I watched him completely lower his trousers and underwear. Taking out a condom from his jacket pocket, he asked me to put it on and then took out a small tube of cream. Telling me it was a sanitizer and a lube, I quickly slid the condom over my cock and became utterly turned on.
I have in my life fucked lots of females. Both their pussy's and assholes, but I'd never once come close to thrusting my cock up a guys ass. That wonderful and life changing day I slid my dick up that young mans ass, and I knew from that moent from that day onwards I'd want more.
His ass enveloped my cock. It took it with relative ease and I knew I wasn't his first by any stretch of the imagination. Yet with his soft words telling me my cock felt so good up his ass, and that it was the perfect size for his tight hole, I felt like we were first lovers and it was our mutual loss of gay virginity. Thrusting increasingly hard and deeper, his moans got louder and more guttural, then like a bell being rung, he cried out and his whole body shook on my cock. He'd cum all over the toilet seat beneath him and I strangely wandered if he always came from being fucked.
Turning his head, he grinned a lustful grin and told me to "Please fuck me as hard as you can". Hearing his words and feeling his ass tighten on my cock, I gripped his shaggy hair and pulled his head back. At the same time I also gripped his left hip, pulling him backwards onto my cock. Looking down on my asshole to do as I please, I hammered into him and force fucked him until I felt my own orgasm rise. Telling him I was going to cum, he began to back onto me and like some sexual ballet, we both orgasmed.
As my balls emptied up his ass filling the condom, he shook all over again and I couldn't help but lean over him and kiss the back of his neck. Moving up and back, he nearly straightened with my cock still very much impaled up his ass. Spining his head, he smiled and like we'd done it a thousand times before, we kissed. I held him tightly and carried on kissing him, as my cock softened and slipped out of his ass.
Finally we parted and I found myself saying "That was absolutely amazing" He smiled again and then said "I knew you'd be a great fuck".
We got ourselves together and I flushed the full condom down the toilet bowl. Stood in front of the mirrors washing our hands, he told me he'd not had sex like that in a long time. He also introduced himself, telling me his name Aaron and his age, nineteen. Walking and tyalking as we moved out of the bathroom I found out he was at my place of work for a job interview which was dur to start in half an hour.
It was exactly half an hour I had to prepare myself to take five interviews that day. It's funny Aaron got a job with the company I'm a senior manager with. He's been accommodated in my department too with his extra role of temporary assistant to the head designer, me. We don't as some might think fuck every day. That's because I am a bust person at work. But when we do fuck and it's getting better with each sexual encounter, I'm finding I'm becoming more and more attracted to the nineteen year old.
Things have changed very recently too, as Aaron and I have begun to book a room at an upmarket motel. I know the owner who I've done some outsourced work for, and he's more than willing to make sure we're not disturbed during our time at the motel. He also never registers our two hour stays either.
My life changed that lunch time, and in many ways I'm so glad it did. Don't feel sorry for my wife either as she has her little flings with a neighbor of ours. She thinks I don't know about it, but then given partly what a division of my company does, it wasn't that hard to have camera's fitted in our home. It's a turn on for me to watch her fuck this neighbor of ours and I've kept a few copies of the best times they've had together, just in case. But this confession isn't about them or that part of my life. It's about a very special young man who's shown me I can still love another person and feel so sexually alive once again.
Aaron has given me a new perspective on life and one I wish I'd have grasped a long time ago. I'm not saying gay sex is for everyone, as it most definitely isn't. Yet I now fully understand what gay men and probaly gay women have in their day to day sexual lives. It's not about the sex that fully drives the passion. It's the passion of giving yourself to another person male or female that drives the sex. I get it now and long long may I have the passion to be the person I know is right for me to be.
Working through my lunch a few weeks ago, I also didn't go to the bathroom which I desperately needed. Finally forced to as I was bursting, I decided to use a little used restroom at the rear of the massive building, as it was closer to where I needed to work later on.
Stood having my pee feeling that ahhhh moment, the bathroom door opened and in walked a young guy. Straight away he began watching me pee and made a comment about the size of my penis. I have a large penis which doesn't grow much from it's already seven inch flaccid state. Turning to him, I saw he had his cock out and it was already erect. His much smaller penis was also a lot thinner than mine and looking up, I saw it was a really young looking guy who was coming onto me.
Telling him I wasn't gay, he responded by saying "Your loss dude, I give the best blowy out there".
This is where it got all out of hand for me, as my cock hardened. He and I both saw it and he made some comment about my cock wanting pleasuring. Trying to put it away after the usual shake or five, it only made my cock pulse with desire. Often in the past it had been a prelude to me seeking out my wife for a blow job, or to have a "Quickie" fucking her where she was at the time.
Stood in the toilets with a young man, and my cock rigidly and proudly throbbing it's full eight and bit inches, I found myself saying "Fuck it why not".
We entered the stall and immediately he sank down and took hold of my dick. His cock was still out and he was slowly tossing himself off. Looking down at him taking my full length, I instantly knew he was going to be good at sucking cock, and I was totally right. It was I have to say right now, the best head I'd ever experienced, and I've had lots of females blow me in my time. He literally made love to my cock with his mouth. And by that, I mean he took every inch of my cock and balls and gave each inch the kind of attention I would and could only dream of. It was in my opinion, the perfect way to suck a cock and I wasn't gay.
For nearly ten minutes he took me to the brink of cumming and then slowly had my cock relax back. It was torture, but a sublime and sexually exhilarating torture, and one I found myself telling him he was soooo good.
On the brink of orgasming again, he suddenly stopped and stood up. Smiling at me, he took hold of my cock and slowly wanked it. As he did, he asked me if I'd ever fucked a guy. Shaking my head unable to speak from the sheer delight he was giving my cock, he said "You're going to fuck me, and I'm going to take every inch".
There was no argument from me, as I watched him completely lower his trousers and underwear. Taking out a condom from his jacket pocket, he asked me to put it on and then took out a small tube of cream. Telling me it was a sanitizer and a lube, I quickly slid the condom over my cock and became utterly turned on.
I have in my life fucked lots of females. Both their pussy's and assholes, but I'd never once come close to thrusting my cock up a guys ass. That wonderful and life changing day I slid my dick up that young mans ass, and I knew from that moent from that day onwards I'd want more.
His ass enveloped my cock. It took it with relative ease and I knew I wasn't his first by any stretch of the imagination. Yet with his soft words telling me my cock felt so good up his ass, and that it was the perfect size for his tight hole, I felt like we were first lovers and it was our mutual loss of gay virginity. Thrusting increasingly hard and deeper, his moans got louder and more guttural, then like a bell being rung, he cried out and his whole body shook on my cock. He'd cum all over the toilet seat beneath him and I strangely wandered if he always came from being fucked.
Turning his head, he grinned a lustful grin and told me to "Please fuck me as hard as you can". Hearing his words and feeling his ass tighten on my cock, I gripped his shaggy hair and pulled his head back. At the same time I also gripped his left hip, pulling him backwards onto my cock. Looking down on my asshole to do as I please, I hammered into him and force fucked him until I felt my own orgasm rise. Telling him I was going to cum, he began to back onto me and like some sexual ballet, we both orgasmed.
As my balls emptied up his ass filling the condom, he shook all over again and I couldn't help but lean over him and kiss the back of his neck. Moving up and back, he nearly straightened with my cock still very much impaled up his ass. Spining his head, he smiled and like we'd done it a thousand times before, we kissed. I held him tightly and carried on kissing him, as my cock softened and slipped out of his ass.
Finally we parted and I found myself saying "That was absolutely amazing" He smiled again and then said "I knew you'd be a great fuck".
We got ourselves together and I flushed the full condom down the toilet bowl. Stood in front of the mirrors washing our hands, he told me he'd not had sex like that in a long time. He also introduced himself, telling me his name Aaron and his age, nineteen. Walking and tyalking as we moved out of the bathroom I found out he was at my place of work for a job interview which was dur to start in half an hour.
It was exactly half an hour I had to prepare myself to take five interviews that day. It's funny Aaron got a job with the company I'm a senior manager with. He's been accommodated in my department too with his extra role of temporary assistant to the head designer, me. We don't as some might think fuck every day. That's because I am a bust person at work. But when we do fuck and it's getting better with each sexual encounter, I'm finding I'm becoming more and more attracted to the nineteen year old.
Things have changed very recently too, as Aaron and I have begun to book a room at an upmarket motel. I know the owner who I've done some outsourced work for, and he's more than willing to make sure we're not disturbed during our time at the motel. He also never registers our two hour stays either.
My life changed that lunch time, and in many ways I'm so glad it did. Don't feel sorry for my wife either as she has her little flings with a neighbor of ours. She thinks I don't know about it, but then given partly what a division of my company does, it wasn't that hard to have camera's fitted in our home. It's a turn on for me to watch her fuck this neighbor of ours and I've kept a few copies of the best times they've had together, just in case. But this confession isn't about them or that part of my life. It's about a very special young man who's shown me I can still love another person and feel so sexually alive once again.
Aaron has given me a new perspective on life and one I wish I'd have grasped a long time ago. I'm not saying gay sex is for everyone, as it most definitely isn't. Yet I now fully understand what gay men and probaly gay women have in their day to day sexual lives. It's not about the sex that fully drives the passion. It's the passion of giving yourself to another person male or female that drives the sex. I get it now and long long may I have the passion to be the person I know is right for me to be.


