I'm guessing with most girls hormones are strong in the younger years. I had finished one years of college when my husband graduated then we got married. We had been sexually active 3 years by this time. I continue my college education while my husband worked. The freedom of my man not around took a strange effect on me. I enjoyed the college guys looking at me.

One day I was walking to class behind two guys. Going slow I walked around them. One made a comment how the view improved. I turned and smiled. Then one said if I could miss the next class we could go to their apartment nearby and get a better look. I don't know why I accepted but I had my first 3 some. For two years if I wanted to find one or both I would get with them. Another was a married student I had a few classes with. We would go upstairs, find an empty room and get it done. I always wanted to go with this man to a motel room but we never did. I got my nursing degree and started working. I hadn't completed my first week and had let a doctor have sex with me. A coworker told me to be careful with him he was a womanizer. I had sex with another worker after about 6 months. My husband and I decided it was time to start a family so I went straight. I loved my husband to much to not let him father our children. After 3 children my life got busy so I was all mom and wife. I don't know why I couldn't stay faithful during my younger years.