I would never admit this to anyone in person, but I love sex in my butt. I like it rough, I like it loud, I like it hard and fast and I love the feeling of a man spurting inside my butt. I can't get enough. I took it silently the first month or so when I was 17 and a boyfriend wanted to do it to me. Then things eased up and it slid in nice and easy and I actually had my first orgasm (that wasn't from my own hand rubbing my clitoris) from getting a very big sized cock up my butt. My boyfriend love it too and we did it often. I never liked rubbers and he obviously didn't either so this way there was no pregnancy risk and I got off, he got off. . . so, what the hell.

The thing is I really liked it, I had to practically beg my next boyfriend to do it to me, he thought it was horribly dirty and eventually gave in but he refused to stay in while cumming he always brought it out and shot on the outside of my butt. I got plenty for a while, but my latest boyfriend won't even put his finger in me. I thought getting him to spank me, which he likes doing, would make him want to give it to me in my butt however; no luck. I'm frustrated as hell, I very rarely cum from vaginal sex, and really want him to give it to me the way I want it. He has a pretty nice sized cock and I know it would feel great back there. I went back to my first boyfriend, and he and I are cheating; him on his wife, me on my boyfriend. His wife doesn't give him anal, and I ONLY want anal from him. His cock is the biggest I've ever had and is slightly bigger than my current boyfriends, it feels great and he loves hitting me with it hard and fast and calling me dirty names when he giving it to me. I don't want to cheat, if I could only get what I want from my boyfriend this wouldn't happen.