It took about 2 years for me to get over my wifes death. I still really don't want to date, or go through all the bullshit of sex with someone. My wifes best fried Kathy, stayed around, helped me out, and we would go out to dinner, see a movie but not really on a date. She stayed off of that subject. I'd always wondered weather this very attractive, only in the last 5 years - chubby, woman was gay. She was married when we first met her, divorced within a year. She never kept a lover for more than a few months.

Kathy is very attractive, 5ft. 5in, 140lbs now, but was always around 110lbs before, she has big tits which isn't really what I like, for some reason I'm attracted to tiny titted women, but I must say that Kathy's tits fit her frame nicely. She had super legs, and the roundest, most perfect ass you could imagine. She is beautiful too. I, nor my wife could figure out why she couldn't keep a guy around.

I let Kathy start kissing me, then we moved forward and within a week I'd fucked her. She was good, she came easily, and to my joy she liked anal sex as well. My wife tolerated anal but it's a must for me in a relationship. Kathy took it and actually had orgasms while doing it. My wife swallowed my cum only once, couldn't stand the taste and would suck me but pull off when I shot, usually landing on her tits if she was lucky, her pussy, or her face and hair. Kathy swallows, snowballs, and still at times will let it shoot on her face, just to be kinky and sexy. So I couldn't figure her out.

Then after about a month of fucking her, Kathy came with a confession. She asked if I liked the sex, if there was anything else I'd like, and I mentioned a few things and she agreed. She said she'd do anything I wanted, no matter how messed up it seemed. Her words were "If two people both agree, there is nothing at all too dirty, if you really care about someone". I knew something was up.

So I finally found out why this perfect woman, can't keep a boyfriend, girlfriend, or husband. I thought I was kinky, I wanted to do all the things my wife wouldn't do. Write nasty shit on her body then fuck her. Expose her in public, fuck her in the open air, fuck her in semi-public areas etc. Degrade and humiliate her. Kathy was up for it all. Then she told me what she wanted. With a mess of nasty shit written all over her pussy, her tits, her ass, she took me into her bath, laid me down on my back and sat over me. With my cock in her pussy she shit all over us. Then after I was done she rubbed it all over herself, and squatted over me, peed, and let the cum loose on me and the shit. It took a while for me to pee on her, and poop on her but she wanted all that too.

I have played with pee before, but never scat, and I had misgivings, but there is no eating or drinking, just messing around in it, and especially fucking with it spread a bit on her and a little on me. I wanted to try making her shit then fuck her anally right after. We did it. She will do anything and everything I want. So to get the super kinky shit I want and never had. . . I'll put up with some piss and shit. How long this will last I don't know, but when I think about it, it took a lot of guts for her to bring all that up to me and I really respect that in her. I now am aware of why men never lasted too long in her life.

She is one kinky bitch, I don't love her, but I do love her being kinky.