Straight Male / 30
I'm sure people on this site read the confessions with a pinch of salt, but it's imporyant to me to know that this is true...
I'm 30 years old and in a healthy and loving relationship. My girlfriend is awesome and we have great sex. But... I still go to sleep every single night dreaming of fucking my ex wife again.
Some back story: my ex and I got together when we were 19 and at university. We were housemates and literally used to fuck for days on end. We had kids and got married, and as we grew older we got pretty freaky in bed (if people want to hear some more confessions in the future I'll happily share). Then a couple of years back she left me for her personal trainer at the gym. I was shattered and it took me a full 18 months and meeting my current girlfriend to really deal with it all. Suffice to say her relationship didn't last anyway.
I'm happy now but the sex I have with my girlfriend is way more vanilla than it was with my ex.
For example we both discovered a passion/obsession with anal sex and in the year 2012 we went "anal only". It absolutely rocked. One of my favourite things to think about as I'm drifting off to sleep is the moan she used to make when I finally, slowly thrusted my dick deep in her ass. We did DP with a dildo in her pussy too. In contrast my girlfriend has some health issues meaning backdoor stuff is a total no go. I love my girlfriend to bits and so have put my anal addiction to one side, but this doesn't stop me thinking about my ex: how she used to start lubing my cock up whilst still sleeping, or how she groaned wonderfully as I rimmed her.
I've never had anal with another woman and probably won't again. I don't even get on that well with my ex any more. I guess this is a way of venting/sharing some experiences. Let me know if you want to hear more; it's been fun writing this :)
I'm 30 years old and in a healthy and loving relationship. My girlfriend is awesome and we have great sex. But... I still go to sleep every single night dreaming of fucking my ex wife again.
Some back story: my ex and I got together when we were 19 and at university. We were housemates and literally used to fuck for days on end. We had kids and got married, and as we grew older we got pretty freaky in bed (if people want to hear some more confessions in the future I'll happily share). Then a couple of years back she left me for her personal trainer at the gym. I was shattered and it took me a full 18 months and meeting my current girlfriend to really deal with it all. Suffice to say her relationship didn't last anyway.
I'm happy now but the sex I have with my girlfriend is way more vanilla than it was with my ex.
For example we both discovered a passion/obsession with anal sex and in the year 2012 we went "anal only". It absolutely rocked. One of my favourite things to think about as I'm drifting off to sleep is the moan she used to make when I finally, slowly thrusted my dick deep in her ass. We did DP with a dildo in her pussy too. In contrast my girlfriend has some health issues meaning backdoor stuff is a total no go. I love my girlfriend to bits and so have put my anal addiction to one side, but this doesn't stop me thinking about my ex: how she used to start lubing my cock up whilst still sleeping, or how she groaned wonderfully as I rimmed her.
I've never had anal with another woman and probably won't again. I don't even get on that well with my ex any more. I guess this is a way of venting/sharing some experiences. Let me know if you want to hear more; it's been fun writing this :)
