I tried going out with men who treated me perfectly and everything, but I was bored with them pretty quick. My longest relationships were with men who didn't stop when I pushed them away, didn't ask first, and didn't let me saying no about something stop them from trying.
The guy I'm with right now is the first guy to fuck my ass. The first time he did it he didn't ask me if he could fuck my ass, he told me he was going to. I told him not to, and while he was fucking me from behind he pushed me down on the bed and put it in my ass.
Afterward we made out, took a shower, and went to bed. My ass hurt like hell, but I loved it, and he's fucked my ass a few different times since then not all of which I was on board with when he did it.
But that's what I want in a man. Being with a man like that makes me feel like a woman, and when I think of women, straight women at least, who don't want that I really don't understand their point of view.


