Okay, I know it's weird but I fooled around with other mostly older boys (mostly black boy's too) when I was eight almost nine. They lived near my grandma's house and they'd make me suck um. They forced me to let um fuck me when I was nine.

The weirdest thing about it is when I started to like it at twelve I was too shy to tell another boy that I liked them. It seems that the only way I can get close to another guy is to make him think I'm still virgin and only want to make out a little so that they get really excited and force me to have sex.

I even teased a black man till he fucked me when I was thirteen years old. He was teasing me that I was really a girl and wear girl's underpants so I showed him I was a boy. After he shoved his cock in my mouth he shoved it in my butt, lucky for me he wasn't a BBC.

That was just a start. I answer ads on Craigslist for young guys curious about black men. I dress naively cute tell um I'm sixteen and too shy to make out with another boy and it's always the same. Me beneath him having my "virginity taken!"
I wish I could have a relationship with someone my age?