I'm here to tell you that since I was a little 6 year old girl I've been looking at porn and playing with myself. When I terned 8 my mom saw me doing it. She gave me a long talk. So when she was in the shower I tried to hang myself but I couldn't do it. A few months later I went on a school trip to Florida. When I was there I felt free. When I was leaving the hotel to go to a shop a guy from a brushes kidnapped me and took me some p!ace strange. When I started to look around the room I noticed that he had sex toys all over the room. Then I heard a knock on the door. He came in took of my clothes and stated playing around with me. A week later he knocked me out and when I woke up I was in my hotel room. I wasn't sure if that was a dream or if it was real but when I woke up there was a big dildo up my ass. Ever since then I wanted to be kidnapped again and used as a sex slave for the rest of my life. I still have that dildo he left me. I use it a lot now. I really want to be kidnapped and rapped