Instead of posting separate confessions im just going to make a list of first things/things that me and my cousin experimented with while growing up together before finally dating.

Side info : we did have a serious, committed relationship for a few years in our late teens and into our earlys 20's

so, firsts!

. I took her butt V card, I remember she jumped when it first went in using spit. this is one of my favorites with her because i cant ever forget what her butt looks like with that cute freckle on the cheek

. she was my first real make out type kiss.

. first girl to hold hands with

. she gave me my first Blowie.I remember she was worried about her braces hurting me but didnt.
she didnt really enjoy the taste at the end.

. I gave her, her first head, unlike her this is when i knew i loved eating out.

. she gave me my first handie.

. I touched her first as she did to me.

. We lost our virginity together which is one of my favorite times in my life.
we did have one pregnancy scare before she went on her IUD before our relationship

. my first foot job, I remember that she was so confused on why i liked it.
shes the main reason im into feet in general

. I ate her bum first, actually its my favorite thing about her.

. first gold shower - mentioned above -

. first 69


these are just a few.
once we got into college was when we started dating seriously, and honestly id love to go back to her.
Even if i was already in a relationship and she wanted me, id cheat because she and i had a very special bond.
I had to let it out.
these thoughts make me way to excited