NOTE: (?) means that I am not sure that what I wrote is syntaxly(?) and semantically correct, aka I am learning English.


At night when I will walk back home I want a group of two people grab and inject tranquilizer into my body, making me unable to fight back and be given up to the circumstances.

When I regain consciousness (in some kind of basement) my body must be very heavy, so for example to move my hand I would have to use a lot of energy (at least that's how my brain must think).

They should be willing to make me passively (using pins(?)) and actively (using electricity and needles) feel pain. Furthermore, play tic-tac-toe(9*3x3) on my body using any long term paint(?)(I mean something like permanent marker) to decide who will fuck me next + while playing I should feel strong pain (so, I would wish they fuck me in order for me to feel less pain), write humiliating stuff and "train" me using ectro-collar(?).

Also, I want them to have huge dicks, so that I could see a bulge in my belly when they r**e me, and with them to do a deep-throat, acting like my throat is a pussy, forcing cock to go deep inside.

(I have an idea about vibrators (sphere like) being forced inside my stomach and distributed evenly, thus making me suffer from butterflies).

Now, when I am totally under their control, they might start inviting "guests" to r**e me, meanwhile getting paid for letting me being r**ed (pun intended?). In between r**e sessions I must be exposed to an orgasm + pain torture.

When there is no that many clients, they might let dogs r**e me and scratch my body to blood. Also, one must teach me how to be a good bitch (when I say "bitch" I mean that they will treat me like a female (dog), so that I would start to think that I am a bitch).

I must remain covered in cum and be washed only when it's necessary.
If it's possible my favorable (taking the lead in the day's meal partition) food must be sperm, if not then I must be driven to the state that if one asked "Would you prefer cum or freedom?" I would choose "cum".

So, that is my daily routine from now on. I must serve my body for free to the unknown (but without any deceases) men and be happy about it, because it's the only way to stop (torture) pain.

Maybe, in the long-term one may buy me and train me to be his dog/slut/maid/(something like that).

After all this I must be sure that I am a girl and I am someone's toy, nothing more.

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