Straight Female / 33
I turned 30 without a man in my life. I just could not get a second date. Then one day this woman I work with, we were docents at the museum, told me to stop trying. Also, she told me that I came across as a bitch.
I got an earful, not aggressive but an earful. She told me that I needed to be more submissive, let the man have the lead and follow. Let him decide. After a while I could suggest, but always let him decide.
The man I am dating is an older guy in his late forties. He is a 'bad ass', and he doesn't see anything wrong with telling me to mind my own business or shut up. He took my pussy, never asked, he nailed me and then sent me to get him a glass of water. I cook for him, and I do his laundry.
I am trying to be submissive, it is hard sometimes to shut my mouth. And yes I have been told that the only good time for me to have my mouth open is when I am going to give him a blow job.
The sex is great, it is often and no holes bared (literally any hole is fair game). I get taken out, we go to a sports bar where it is appropriate for me to listen and answer questions, but not speak up. Mostly I sit with the women and we talk about our men and kids (I get my fair share of questions as to when I am going to get one of my own).
I do get taken to a nice restaurant from time to time, and he buys me wine and desert. We have been dating going on 18 months, I have met his sister and her husband, and his two kids, who are late teens. I did get him to go with me to a showcase of homes and he let me ramble on about what kind of house I like. I like his home, but really, it is bad enough to get the treatment on the same bed his ex wife got the treatment. I would like a new room and bed of my own. I decided that if what he offers is his current home I will gladly take it, but I do want a home of my own.
He has a quirk about panties. Not my style, but you wear what he wants to take off. With the panties he likes I get the oral treatment, which at times goes around the world and getting ass licked is a treat. I always make sure that I am nice and clean and washed when I go get beside him and let him undress me.
I bite my tongue a lot, and more than once I have revived when he is intent of getting a piece. He likes me to give in to him and let him know how much I like it. He likes words, the stupid things I say to keep him pumping away.
Oh well, I have a man in my life thanks to my coworker. And I do like a hard swat with the belt across my behind, but I don't tell him that, I just take my lickin'.
I got an earful, not aggressive but an earful. She told me that I needed to be more submissive, let the man have the lead and follow. Let him decide. After a while I could suggest, but always let him decide.
The man I am dating is an older guy in his late forties. He is a 'bad ass', and he doesn't see anything wrong with telling me to mind my own business or shut up. He took my pussy, never asked, he nailed me and then sent me to get him a glass of water. I cook for him, and I do his laundry.
I am trying to be submissive, it is hard sometimes to shut my mouth. And yes I have been told that the only good time for me to have my mouth open is when I am going to give him a blow job.
The sex is great, it is often and no holes bared (literally any hole is fair game). I get taken out, we go to a sports bar where it is appropriate for me to listen and answer questions, but not speak up. Mostly I sit with the women and we talk about our men and kids (I get my fair share of questions as to when I am going to get one of my own).
I do get taken to a nice restaurant from time to time, and he buys me wine and desert. We have been dating going on 18 months, I have met his sister and her husband, and his two kids, who are late teens. I did get him to go with me to a showcase of homes and he let me ramble on about what kind of house I like. I like his home, but really, it is bad enough to get the treatment on the same bed his ex wife got the treatment. I would like a new room and bed of my own. I decided that if what he offers is his current home I will gladly take it, but I do want a home of my own.
He has a quirk about panties. Not my style, but you wear what he wants to take off. With the panties he likes I get the oral treatment, which at times goes around the world and getting ass licked is a treat. I always make sure that I am nice and clean and washed when I go get beside him and let him undress me.
I bite my tongue a lot, and more than once I have revived when he is intent of getting a piece. He likes me to give in to him and let him know how much I like it. He likes words, the stupid things I say to keep him pumping away.
Oh well, I have a man in my life thanks to my coworker. And I do like a hard swat with the belt across my behind, but I don't tell him that, I just take my lickin'.
