Been married for 18 years happily. I'd only ever been with my husband until four years ago when he starting asking about me sleeping with other people, and asking if I ever wanted to give oral to another guy. Lots of talk and sex and excitement and one night I finally agreed I wondered what it would be like to be with another guy. He didn't believe me but set up a meeting at an Applebee's where we met a nice older black guy. He was cute and funny and started touching me making me horny as heck. My husband wanted me to go with him, he wanted to be with me and I was wet and desperate to taste a different dick and get fucked I went with him. He took me to a hotel and fucked me hard for two hours. I sucked one load out of him and he came two more times using a condom.

I thought "this was awesome, I'm happy." I thought that was it but a month later my husband dropped me off and I was with the guy again and loved it more. Hubby started setting up meets with different guys within a few months I'd fucked twelve different guys and I'd met and sucked off a few on the go as well. He took me to a strip joint to meet a guy who was running late. While we were waiting these two black guys in their twenties were looking at me and I threw myself at them I was so horny and addmitedly loose. My husband gave me the green light and off I went to sit with them came right out and told them I only had a little time. I was in their car in five minutes first sucking one and fucking him, then the other came out and took his place. I sucked him dry while he ate my pussy making me cum. Later the other guy showed up and I spent the night at his place sucking and fucking his big white dick.

I had turned into a slut fucking and sucking guys at the drop of a hat then it got worse. We went open emaning I could fuck whoever and whenever rather than waiting for my husband to set things up. It was like the gates opened. I was fucking and sucking so much I lost count of guys I'd been with. I started giving off this vibe where guys just knew I was a slut and moved on me and I almost never said no I was such a slut. i sucked or fucked almost every guy I worked with, random guys, younger guys, older guys whoever showed interest. Threesomes a couple of mini gang bangs where I fucked four five or six guys and just crazy shit like going to the strip club by myself, flirting with different guys and going home after blowing or fucking multiple men.

The two years ago, hubby decides no more outside sex. Just like that, he was jealous and feeling insecure and wanted me to go back to just him. I said I would. I tried, tried hard but I couldn't do it. I snuck around and was fucking strangers here and there one or two every month or so always saying to myself "this is it no more" then a few days later i was aching for strange cock and cum again ugh.

I tried so hard that I was only slipping once every few months then I ran into a few situations where I couldn't resist and I fell off the wagon totally fucking maybe thirty guys over just a few months. My husband has suspected, I've denied, I always to myself No more no more then a few weeks later I sliding down some strange cock. Last month I fucked two guys who were only about twenty who fucked the shit out of me and actually hurt my pussy (tear) which made me stop and now I don't want to start up again. I feel the urg but and keep thinking one more for closure then no more but I know if I do it once in no time I'll be fucking everything with a hard on again. I wish we'd never taken the fuck outside our marriage step I really do.