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Anything Goes
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Straight Female / 37
I had a business meeting with a colleague last night at local pub. In full disclosure, I've had a bit of a crush on him for almost five months now; but I'm married, so I know have to keep my hands & fantasy-life to myself.
My colleague is attractive, single, lean, athletic, and really good at reading people. (Actually, his ability to read co-workers and work dynamics was one of the major reasons we were meeting to talk.) He's likes being a big-brother figure but is a little flirtatious/generous with compliments with women, but typically mindful to respect boundaries and not overdo it. My interactions with him had always been easy lighthearted conversations or light & ambiguously flirty... until last night.
Our conversation was going very well; but then we got side-tracked on a tangent of relationships. He said that he tends to be turned on by intelligence and that the women worth having were usually taken, but he likes a challenge and is willing to be patient. Then he looked me in the eyes in way that was deeply intense and lasted way longer than it should have. I realized very quickly that he wanted to see if he had pushed any buttons and what my reaction might be.
His look was so long, piercing, and intimidating that my body went numb, and my mind went blank. I dropped my eyes to the floor to break the awkwardness of the stare and creamed in my panties. I have never felt so intimidated and nervous and turned on in my life!
He then held the gaze for a few seconds longer after I lowered my eyes just to make sure I fully understood what he was saying.
To make matters more intense for me, over the last few weeks (which he doesn't know), I've been researching and trying to understand the Dominant/Submissive relationship in BDSM. And have realized that I'm intrigued by the power play dynamics and curious to explore some of my desires to be a Submissive.
(I think I'd prefer being a Submissive rather than a slave because my high independence and feminist drive would not allow me to to fully surrender to a Master and I could see myself wanting to be a "top" on occasion).
After he finally relented on his gaze, I was able to get myself together, tell him to behave himself and I steered the conversation back to work stuff. The intense moment passed, but for the rest of the night I kept thinking he would be a great Dom for me. I wonder if he'd be interested?
My colleague is attractive, single, lean, athletic, and really good at reading people. (Actually, his ability to read co-workers and work dynamics was one of the major reasons we were meeting to talk.) He's likes being a big-brother figure but is a little flirtatious/generous with compliments with women, but typically mindful to respect boundaries and not overdo it. My interactions with him had always been easy lighthearted conversations or light & ambiguously flirty... until last night.
Our conversation was going very well; but then we got side-tracked on a tangent of relationships. He said that he tends to be turned on by intelligence and that the women worth having were usually taken, but he likes a challenge and is willing to be patient. Then he looked me in the eyes in way that was deeply intense and lasted way longer than it should have. I realized very quickly that he wanted to see if he had pushed any buttons and what my reaction might be.
His look was so long, piercing, and intimidating that my body went numb, and my mind went blank. I dropped my eyes to the floor to break the awkwardness of the stare and creamed in my panties. I have never felt so intimidated and nervous and turned on in my life!
He then held the gaze for a few seconds longer after I lowered my eyes just to make sure I fully understood what he was saying.
To make matters more intense for me, over the last few weeks (which he doesn't know), I've been researching and trying to understand the Dominant/Submissive relationship in BDSM. And have realized that I'm intrigued by the power play dynamics and curious to explore some of my desires to be a Submissive.
(I think I'd prefer being a Submissive rather than a slave because my high independence and feminist drive would not allow me to to fully surrender to a Master and I could see myself wanting to be a "top" on occasion).
After he finally relented on his gaze, I was able to get myself together, tell him to behave himself and I steered the conversation back to work stuff. The intense moment passed, but for the rest of the night I kept thinking he would be a great Dom for me. I wonder if he'd be interested?
