I am addicted to painkillers. this is my second time, it happened last year i sorted my ass out and was fine all year then a month odd ago i just started again. i can not explain really why i did, it just happened.
I have problems health wise which require some medication but now i try to take it all the time. i feel so low because i know i beat this once and am now right back where i started.
i try to hide it from my friends cause the last time i told them it happened i felt silly now i feel even more stupid.