Summer was over and i was really devastated that i went through it without a summer romance! I set off for my first day my junior year and I left home with all these preconcieved notions that it was going to be a horrible day. I entered my first period class and i said hi to my usual friends. The tables were all full, there was one left and i knew it was going to be a sucky day because i already had to start the day alone! But then suddenley in came in gorgeous guy, his clothes were fitted perfectley with his body. I was lost in the many curves of his body! His tight shirt let me see his rippling physique! I was lost in his amazing smile and his chisled face. I could instantly tell he was one my type..a gay! My gaydar ringed and ringed, telling me that this was someone i should go after. I was mesmerizied, but i had to distract myself because i got a hard one and i couldnt start the day with those inhibitions. But then as my boner died, i remembered that there was only one seat left, the one next to me. All of sudden my penis came back to life in a matter of seconds, i was studdened! He putt his bookbag down on the table and sat next to me. He said hi...an amazing Hi he let out! His voice was deep and extremeley calming...i wanted to touch him...to feel what he felt like! I was trembling...i was shocked....really shocked because i looked over to him and he picked up his phone, it was ringing softly, and he said..."my girlfriend."

i was devastated...how could my gaydar have done this to me....i was enamored with him and i knew i could never touch him or caress him or kiss him....i excused myself to go to the neighboring bathroom and cried a little into my shirt!