This might seem strange to some,but im a bi-sexual guy thats in love with a guy i never met on a interactive website.
It all began when i got told about this great website, which was only new at the time. Anyway long story short i started to chat to this guy from turkey, he seemed so different to what i believed turkish men were like,for example he was better at english than me, and he was even a better speller.
I used the site everyday i was even late to work most days, waiting on him to log on (there's a different time limit to where i live)One day we were talking to our group of frinds online all i ws thinking that day was how i was starting to get feelings for him, but i didn't know how he would react.
I got hints like if he was asked what girls he liked he would say (i hate girls)but he could have been joking. So not long ago i started to think mabey i had a chance, so with that the next day it was only me and him alone, i was so close to telling him how i felt but to my horror he said he was going on holidays around Turkey for THREE weeks. I felt gutted, i really didn't want him to leave so soon, Anyway on the night before he left i told him i'd miss him and if he'd miss me, he said "No" I thought great he's gonna find some girls, But to my supprise he said "of course i will" at that point i was so relived i said "me too". He's gone now only another week left till he gets back, i miss him like mad but as they say "absents makes the heart grow fonder" It's true in my case. Anywho i'll keep you all informed as to how i will tell him i love him next week. Bye for now.