I'm gay and a few months back I had sex with this married man for the first time. What I resent is the fact that he is married and yet pretends to be straight. I purposefully had sex with him the first time hoping that his wife would find out about us but so far she hasn't. Last month he called me when he was drunk for a repeat performance and like a fool I consented. Another reason why I resent him so much is because we went to high school together and he pretended to be the big straight jock while I got contantly teased for being a homo. When we get together, I humiliate him and do disgusting, peverted things to him like peeing on him, slapping him around, and so forth but it only seems to turn him on more. The last time I whipped his bare ass good with my strap but to my surprise he seemed to love the experience. I know I should tell him to go fuck himself when he calls but I guess I'm too much of a pussy to do so.