I am a 22 year old college student at a northern university. Early in January I was home between semesters and enjoying the time off and seeing my old friends. G who is a friend of our family and someone I totally loved being with, called asking if I could come babysit for her while she and her husband went to a big dinner party. Being a little bored I was glad for a chance to go out. It was winter with lots of snow and people don't go out too much then. G and her hubby D left about 6 and I had a wonderful time with the girls, playing games, watching movies, and finally sending them off to bed about 10. G and D come back about 11, in the middle of a snowstorm. D was drunk, very drunk. G asked me to wait a few minutes until she could get D in bed.

While I was waiting the news kept saying there was so much snow coming down that everyone should stay off the roads. G comes out and asks me if I would like to sleep there tonight since it is too dangerous to try and drive in the storm. I called mom and told her I would stay there tonight and she was glad I was not going to drive in that mess. G joins me and asks about a movie. Of course I was glad for something to watch. She picks out this movie called Better Than Chocolate, which should have hinted to me what she had in mind. There is the two of us sitting together under this quilt on the couch watching this chick movie about a lesbian relationship. After a while we are leaning against each other, munching some chips and laughing at the movie.

When I was in high school I did do some stuff with another girl. In college the most stuff I did was kissing a few other girls. There was G and me sitting there having a great time when she looks at me, not saying a word. I look back and she asks me what I think of those two girls loving each other. I answered that it was OK with me. She says she thinks it is just so hot that two girls could love each other so much. There was this long silent pause, then she like leans over and gives me this soft kiss. Then we were kissing deeply and our hands doing some mutual rubbing. It was not too long before the two of us are in the guest bedroom and having great loving sex. Neither of us got much sleep that night. She did not leave me until it was almost dawn and she slipped back to her bedroom before D could wake up from his drunk. G did suggest that I take a shower before going home cause I smelled like pussy. Ha Ha. Also G stripped the bed and threw them in the washer. After some breakfast, I drove home with all sorts of thoughts running through my head. She called me later on my cell saying what we shared was something special and she had had feelings for me a long time ago.

Before the next semester started, G and I managed to get together twice more. Then twice more during spring break. Now it is summer and we get together at least once a week.

We keep our relationship a deep secret and I pray this is not just a bi tryst. G talks about how she loves being with me, which are my feelings about her. My feelings for her are stronger than any I have ever felt for anyone before. She says that she still has feelings for her husband and a lot of love for her daughters which would make it awkward for her to live with me. For now we keep things a secret and will have to be satisfied with what we have.