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Gay Confessions
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my first kiss- in her bed in her room
sex-the 17th of january.2007. in her bed. in her room. with her.
shower- in my bathroom. in my house
first time on the floor- my room
first time she hit on me insted of me hitting on her- her basement, playing vidiogames. then my room also playing vidio games.
first date(that we didnt really know was a date)- yakima.the zone. i stole her purse. actually i caried it for her
first thing stolen from her- her pink studded belt, before i even liked her. i just took hers off and put mine on her
first time i didnt want to go to band- when i went to portland and left her for three days, then winfest. i just wanted to lay there with her.
first car accident-with he. into a 10ft ditch. it balanced out her hormones.
first real break up- 3 months 2 days
she has a boyfriend now. she straight. she regrets it. she hates me. i pushed her away. i want her back so bad. but i cant have her. she just wanted to know what it was like. just like so many other people. i feel like theres never going to be anyone as good. her kisses were so pure. they were so great. they made my heart jump. and all i ever wanted to do when she kissed me was hold her. she smelled so good. theres no one in this world who loves the smell of cherry vanilla more than i do. it makes me sick to my stomach now. just like so many other things do. vidio games. green apple shampoo. my pillows. rainbows. converse. soy milk. the shower. art. my hats. jones soda. belts. skating. holding hands. hands. hugs. mike n ikes. jack. disney land. hint jeans. metallica. backstreet boys. the duke of earl. beetles. hair. calender. she says that she doesnt remember dates now. i think its because she rememberd ever one of them with us. the 9th.the 23rd.17th. that entire week that i dont remember. another 9th and 23rd. 25th. 26th. 9th. 23rd. 25th for good. then one more 9th bescause she wasnt sure. and no more than that. that was it for us. all of it. three months that felt like a lifetime. i loved her. i love her still. but i cant do anything about it. nothing but wait for it to go away.
sex-the 17th of january.2007. in her bed. in her room. with her.
shower- in my bathroom. in my house
first time on the floor- my room
first time she hit on me insted of me hitting on her- her basement, playing vidiogames. then my room also playing vidio games.
first date(that we didnt really know was a date)- yakima.the zone. i stole her purse. actually i caried it for her
first thing stolen from her- her pink studded belt, before i even liked her. i just took hers off and put mine on her
first time i didnt want to go to band- when i went to portland and left her for three days, then winfest. i just wanted to lay there with her.
first car accident-with he. into a 10ft ditch. it balanced out her hormones.
first real break up- 3 months 2 days
she has a boyfriend now. she straight. she regrets it. she hates me. i pushed her away. i want her back so bad. but i cant have her. she just wanted to know what it was like. just like so many other people. i feel like theres never going to be anyone as good. her kisses were so pure. they were so great. they made my heart jump. and all i ever wanted to do when she kissed me was hold her. she smelled so good. theres no one in this world who loves the smell of cherry vanilla more than i do. it makes me sick to my stomach now. just like so many other things do. vidio games. green apple shampoo. my pillows. rainbows. converse. soy milk. the shower. art. my hats. jones soda. belts. skating. holding hands. hands. hugs. mike n ikes. jack. disney land. hint jeans. metallica. backstreet boys. the duke of earl. beetles. hair. calender. she says that she doesnt remember dates now. i think its because she rememberd ever one of them with us. the 9th.the 23rd.17th. that entire week that i dont remember. another 9th and 23rd. 25th. 26th. 9th. 23rd. 25th for good. then one more 9th bescause she wasnt sure. and no more than that. that was it for us. all of it. three months that felt like a lifetime. i loved her. i love her still. but i cant do anything about it. nothing but wait for it to go away.
