My mother and I moved to live with her mother after my parents got divorced. My mother worked the late shift at the plant, getting off at midnight. My grandmother was nice, but she and I did not get along and didn't like being home with her. After school I hung out at various places, by primarily the mall.

At the mall this creepy guy who worked at the shoe store for R would try to talk to me when I walked by. One day he managed to get me to stop and talk, he told me I had a cute little ass and he always liked to look at my ass and to keep walking by because it was the only good thing about his job. He asked me to turn around for him, to bend forward a little, to lean back and squeeze my butt cheeks together so he could see my crack. I did what he asked and we started laughing. He told me he was going to go in the back and jack off.

I asked him if it felt good to jack off, that he jacked off all the time, that there was this pair of shoes that no one ever asked for and he would jack off into that pair. I told him I thought he was lying and he said no, he would show me. He told me to sit and to take my shoes off like I was shopping, he got his stool and sat down in front of me and rubbed my feet, he said it was free, he opened my legs a little and said he could almost see the crack of my pussy. He asked me to pull up my shorts tight, and he said that then he could see my crack really well. We talked for a long while, he kept getting shoes for me, so that it looked like I was buying shoes.

I reminded him that he was going to show me the shoes that he jacked off into. He went back into the store room and came out with a box and opened it and it was a pair of men's shoes and on the inside of this one shoe there were these stains. I touched the stains, the leather was dry. He said he hadn't jacked off in them for a while. The mall was quiet and he said that if I stood by the door to the store room he would jack off in them and show me.

I followed him barefoot to the entrance to the store room, he unzipped his pants and stood against the wall close to me and asked me to pull on his penis and help him get a hard on. I had never touched a penis, but touching him felt good and he got a hard on and he asked me to help him jack off. When he got pretty excited he took over and in a couple of minutes he ejaculated into the shoe. He put the shoe in front of me to see his cum, I ran my finger through it, it was slick and when I looked up he was staring at me, he had put his penis away, he asked if he could see my pussy so I pulled my pants out and let him look down. He asked me if he could touch and I let him put his hand down into my pants and feel me. We came out of it and he said we should stop, if we got caught he would lose his job.

I went back to put my shoes on and he said he closed at nine, but it took about an hour to clean up, straighten up the store and get his paperwork done, so the earliest he could be outside the mall was ten.

We talked but I told him I couldn't be back at ten, I didn't have a car and the bus didn't run except every hour at that time. Over the next weeks we talked at the store, sometimes his relief was there so I walked by, sometimes when I knew he was on I would wear a skirt and let him try shoes on me. Sometimes we played a game for him to guess what color panties I had on. I would keep my knees hard together and force him to open my legs to see if he won the guess. He never guessed white.

When he was off we would meet in the food court and he would take me back into the halls of the mall and we would walk around and make out and he would feel me up. He kept telling me he was going to screw me, but he just got me hot and fingered me. I jacked him off and sucked his penis, I opened my shirt and showed him my tits, but he wouldn't screw me. I asked him why and he told me he didn't want to go to jail, he wanted to screw me but it was too risky, him being an adult and me being a minor. So all I could get was a fingering.

I took his wallet one night, and memorized his address and on the next day off, I took the bus to his neighborhood and went to his apartment. He lived alone with a cat, his apartment was small with a small bed and one kitchen chair and small table. He didn't want me to be there, he said he was going to get in trouble. I took my pants off and my top and my underwear and bra and laid back naked on his bed and spread my legs. I didn't know what else to do, how else was he going to screw me. He wouldn't come over to me, I spread my legs wide open and asked him if he liked my pussy, because I liked his penis and I wanted him to screw me.

I got up and went over to him, I unzipped him and took his penis in my hand and got down on my knees to suck him. After he was hard I laid down on the floor and spread my legs open. He stepped on my pussy with his shoe and pressed down until it began to hurt real bad, he almost stood on me, pressing his shoe into my pussy. He said I was a little whore and he wasn't going to go back to jail because he fucked a little whore. He threw my clothes back at me and told me to get out and not come back.

I cried all the way home, I stopped going to the mall, and if I did I never went by the shoe store. I got screwed when I was sixteen by a kid at school, but it wasn't the same, I wanted the man at the shoe store to screw me. I finally got up enough nerve to go past the shoe store but he wasn't there. I asked the sales clerk when the older sales clerk that worked there came on. He didn't know about any older man. Several days later he told me that his boss, the manager, told him that the older man had left about a year ago, he had just quit his job one day.

Over 20 years ago but I still think about that man and how he pressed his shoe into my pussy that night. It felt real good. It was more of the day I lost my virginity than the day that boy from school screwed me.