I have had a wild past, and was a stripper for a little while and used to do cocaine and orgies. I once told a guy that was fucking me to hit me, and he just about broke my nose and I bled everywhere. I came so hard that night. That guy left the little motel scratched up and bloody himself, still don't remember his name. I've had some therapy since all that, a little rehab. There were a lot of traumas in my past that I'm still dealing with today, but things are a lot better.
Being with Jack is different from all that and I really like it. He brings a really sweet side out of me. Yes, we fucked in my car the first time we were together and I rode him like a mountain lioness in heat (I was). It wasn't that first night at the club, either, but nearly a month later after a long string of texts, Facebook messages, and a few "close calls." Something about pursuing him just turned me on, that this guy from the suburbs wanted to be with me. He compliments me, holds my hand, buys me gifts that aren't just drugs or alcohol or cheap lingerie and a box of rubbers. We cuddle, he doesn't hit me (except when he pounds my pussy), we seem like a normal couple. I guess it's nice, and barring Laura, pretty simple. I've seen his daughter at school, she's a dork just like he is, and it's adorable. Yeah, I've stalked out his daughter just out of curiosity. If it wasn't for Laura, maybe I could settle down here.
I learned something really interesting recently, again, thanks to small town America. It turns out Little Laura is getting fucked by the treasurer at the church. A receptionist came by after hours to grab something she forgot and heard someone being moved by the Spirit of the Lord, if you get my meaning. She looked into the office in the back and saw it all. I've known the source of this info since high school so I'm pretty sure this is legit. It's kicked my lust for Jack into overdrive, thinking about telling him and ousting Laura. I haven't mentioned it yet, I'm really curious if it's worth it or if it will ruin what I have now. Such delicious gossip, right? I mean, do I want to play the little wife that badly? I'm really going back and forth on it.
What do you guys think? Should I just be the homewrecker or the housewife?


