Was scared as hell going over to his place after chatting online. Drank 1/4 bottle of JD waiting to go him
When we went in we sat on his sofa , he had on jogging pants and I touched a hard cock thru them for the first time and felt a really wow moment, something very powerful
We ended up in his bed and fucked like 3 times that night. I thought it was going to be weird and unnatural but it felt very natural and actually not so different than being with a woman 2 arms 2 legs etc
He was a really nice guy and made me dinner after, I do wonder if I had had a bad experience it might have put me off but was lucky for my first time and I took to it like a duck to water
If you have bi feelings id say go for it. It really is just sex at the end of the day and you wont get hit by lightning!
be brave my friend and good luck
Man, the memories are the best part. I was working summers at a hotel/resort and one of the cooks zeroed in on me. He was anything but handsome, he was dark skinned man from Ecuador. He called me names in Spanish and would strut around me. He was obvious as hell and the other people in the kitchen made fun of me. This one Hispanic woman in her fifties made fucking motions with her hips or make the fucking motion with her fingers and laugh. Everyone there knew he was gay and he liked young guys.
He caught me in the cold room and humped up against me. He was strong and I couldn't shake him. I tried to cuss him out, but I liked it. I guess he saw that and he pushed the door closed and took out his cock and gave it to me to suck. It was cold in there but once I started sucking him the cold went away. After a few minutes he said he was going to fuck me but not there. We left the cold room and went back to the security shack and he waved the security guard away and he told me to drop my pants and lean over the small desk. I felt him spread my cheeks and then he used spit and got his finger in me and then his cock. Yes it hurt, yes I regretted it the minute he shoved it in, yes I was scared then, gut God it felt good. It felt so damn good, I bent over more and positioned myself better and he fucked me all the way.
It was my first time. But it wasn't my only time with him. I was his for the summer. The Hispanic lady would point to me and make the fucking motion with her hips and laugh at me. The other guys would nod when he was coming, and I would stand my ground and get my face or ass patted by him when he walked by. Its the memories really, that was a great summer. That was the summer I went all out gay.
Find someone you like. I had a blond blue eye 6'4" guy after me for 4 years and I didn't do anything but his persistence paid off he wanted to blow me. keep in mind I'm 5'6". I had a moment and called him over he came and mentioned that he didn't believe I would let him blow me. we started making out we ended up blowing each other and I let him fuck me. it hurt to get it in because he was a bit thick around 7" but after it was passionate sex and there was a moment where my whole body felt an orgasm it was great. he was shocked he got want he wanted and more. the wait paid off. I don't live the gay life but have fucked probably over 50 guys sense them top and bottom. White, black, Mexican, Brazilian, French, its been a ride. I like that I got over the taboo of gay sex and can do it if I decide no problem... I still plan to marry a woman and do the family thing, be monogamous all, traditional. the experience was great. be careful you'll find coworkers and family members that you did not expect all over the gay sites, its weird to know. I did good and avoided them and they did not ever find out. good luck, swallow the cum if you do suck a cock.
I agree with the other guys here. I am divorced and date men and women and enjoy being with both. I was nervous as he'll th first time, but the thought of it still excited me.