I guess you could say I'm very lucky.

But before I get into that I want to tell you a little about me.

Above I say I'm a transexual female. That is not accurate. I'm a sissy faggot. I am male and I have balls and a little penis. I am not female. But I'm also not a man. I don't qualify. And I'm O.K. with that. I'm short slender and I am lucky enough to have extreme gynecomastia. What's that? Big whopping man boobs. That comes in handy when your a sissy. No need to get falsies. I always got turned on when people ridiculed my lack of masculinity. Being erotically emasculated is the ultimate turn on. So I've always had long hair. Fortunately Mom liked it long so that goes a far back as I can remember. Also fortunately Mom and both grandmothers and my aunt all liked to play dress up with me and they bought me tons of girls clothes to wear. When I was ten mom asked if I was a girl. I said I didn't know. so she took me to a psychiatrist and they determined that I wasn't technically a transsexual but rather I was an effeminate boy who would probably grow up to be gay and possible a female impersonator but NOT a transsexual.

By then I absolutely adored the tingling sensation I felt when people saw me done up as a girl and discovered I was really a boy and when the ridicule came I almost died from embarrassment and loved that sensation.

At 12 I discovered masturbating and I would spend hours in front of a mirror dressed as a girl with my hair in pigtails, make up and I would jerk off like crazy fantasizing about an audience of women watching me suck cock and get it in the ass and they would laugh and ridicule me and call me a sissy faggot.

I'm an only child. Both of my parents are only children. My aunts are my grandparent's sisters. All four of my grandparents and several of my aunts are successful professionals. My father's father is the owner of a large law firm os he's got tons of money. Both of my parents are very successful.

One day while I was in middle school my parents sat me down and asked what I wanted to do when I became an adult. I hadn't really thought bout it. So I told them I wanted to play dress up. So they suggested I find work as a model.

Mom said that since I look so pretty and in fact said I was prettier than most girls my age I should enter beauty contests as a girl. So she found one locally and entered me. It was a glitzy pageant and that meant I got to dress up in some pretty frilly clothes and have my hair and make up and nails done. I could not believe I won the top prize in that pageant and I got to keep a crown and a trophy taller than I am and #10,000 in cash! All I had to do was pose and strut up and down a runway a few times and act as girly as I could and sing one stupid song and I won the top prize. A lot of girls were very jealous that I won anything at all my first time out and many girls warned me that I probably wouldn't win anything at all for that reason.

So my mom entered me in more contests and within a year I had earned over $150,000 and more crowns, sashes and trophies than I cold fit in the spare room converted to display them all. My father thought the whole thing was hilarious that his son was winning top prizes at all these beauty contests competing against real girls. Mom really became a typical pageant mom buying me expensive gowns and accessories and paying for lessons of all sorts and consultants and make up artists and so on. I got to dress up in the prettiest girliest clothes and strut around like a girl. So I did this until I was 13 which is when my modeling career. began to take off. I didn't actually make as much money as a model that I did as a beauty contest winner but a modeling career had a longer life span. Then we found out that the agency wanted me to have a medical exam and that is when we had to confess that I was really a boy. I stood there as my mom informed the agency that I was really a boy but would like to model as a girl. She said I had her fooled and I looked hotter than any of her real girls so she didn't care if I didn't mind modeling all girl's clothes. As if I would!

Meanwhile I had one more pageant to do and it was sponsored by the one organizer that I had been working with the most so I had won dozens of titles from them and hundreds of thousands of dollars and so right after they gave me that last top prize crown, trophy, sash and cash I said I had an announcement to make. I told them that all this time, I'm a boy and have only been pretending to be a girl. Nobody believed me. Absolutely nobody at all believed me and thought I was joking since I had already announced this would e my last pageant.

Then later that night the owner of the pageant company came up to me and my mom and asked if it was really true and I said yes and she told me not to tell anyone else or they would have to take my crown and other stuff away from me. My Grandpa's a lawyer and already told me they can't or I wouldn't have outed myself.

So I worked as a female model all that time and still do. But now I also do shemale porn. I love doing shemale porn. I have natural female looks tits and all so I don't have to take hormones. My voice is the only thing that gives it a way and I speak softly and have practiced talking like a girl since I was ten so my voice can go pretty high.

My family love to indulge me and every last one of them has accepted.

I have a wonderful girlfriend, yes that's right a girlfriend. I also have a wonderful boyfriend and they also date each other. We are involved in a long term three way and I am the youngest. our boyfriend is 20 and our girlfriend is 27. He' a bit of a sissy as well though not completely like I am. I haven't' owned boys clothes since I was 12. So I am always en feme. Our boyfriend is feminine and girly but he wears mostly boys clothes.

So as a model and pageant winner I have already earned enough to retire on. I have trust funds from all four grandparents and since my parents and I are all only children, no matter what I inherit millions as well though hopefully not for a very long time.

So that means I don't have to actually work though I adore modeling. I get paid ludicrous sums of money to dress up like a girl and look like a girl and act and walk like a girl and shake my booty like a girl and bounce my real tit like a girl and everybody knows I'm really a boy and they don't care.