I am 16 and my bro is 17. He has come out to me but our parents don't know. We suspect they know but I think they are blinded by what might be. I had suspisions he was gay but it wasn't until I walked in his room in the middle of the night once (because I heard wierd noises) and caught him in bed with one of his friends naked and laying on top of each other. They threated to kill me if I told and I told them I was cool with it as long as it doesn't involve me. I love my bro. He is so cool and I don't care what he does. Hey just more pussy for the rest of us.

Well curiousity got the best of me one day. I decided to secretly video tape one of his escapades so I put the video camera in a basket of clothes and put them on his dresser facing the bed. So my parents and I go to sleep. It was a Friday or Saturday. Anyway I waited up until I heard him downstairs. I ran to his room and hit play, making sure to hide the red light 'on' light.

He went to his room and it was quiet for a few minutes. I thought damn not this time. Then I heard whispers and some stumbling around. I was just praying they didn't find my camera, for one, and two I actually could get something on tape.

The next morning I ran to his room and quietly opened his door. He was crashed still. I looked in the basket and sure enough it was just like I had it. I started walking over to it when he woke up. When he asked what I was doing I told him Mom needed his dirty clothes 'cause she's doing laundry. He rolled over and I grabbed the basket and left.

I plugged the power in because the battery ran out and when it charged I rewinded the tape, closed my door and plugged the recorder into my T.V. I turned the sound low and turned on some music.

The screen is blue then somewhat dark and fuzzy then it brightens up as he turns his bedroom light on. He moves out of the picture for a minute then I see another guy. It's obvious he let him in through his bedroom window. They're out of view for a few mintues then I see two naked dudes climbing on the bed. I couldn't tell who it was at first with my brother. They're doing some heavy petting and what not. Don't get me wrong I wasn't doing this for incestual reasons just for laughs and curiousity. I'm getting a feet to head view because the camera in the basket is on his dresser at the bottom of his bed. Then as this guy who is on top of my brother moves into the 69 position I can see his face as clear as day. It's my best friend Kyle. My jaw about hits the ground. I was in shock, I was pissed off, I was.....jealous?

This little eight minute video was nothing more than a couple of blow jobs and then Kyle climbs back out the window and my brother putting on his boxers and then the camera goes dark as he turns the lights off and then its a couple of hours of snooring and darkness as the tape runs out.

I'm confused what to do now. Looking back I can't really see where Kyle and my bro every were friends or hung out. I told Kyle about my bro so that's how he knew my bro was gay or bi or whatever but Kyle? I guess I just want Kyle to tell me he is gay and why my brother?

I thought about having Kyle over and just put the tape on and see what he does. But that wouldn't be cool at all. To him or my bro. And shit if my bro found out I taped him he would kick my little white ass all the way to China.

I watched the tape a couple more times and now I'm starting to have these feelings towards Kyle. In a good way meaning that I want to have sex with him. He's hot, his body is hot and he looks like he gives good head. It took this to make me realize I'm probably bi (I still like the ladys) and I want to have mad sex with my best friend Kyle. I just don't know how to do it.