i am a straight guy but have always had a fantacy of being gang fucked & forced to suck cock while other guys watch! i fuck myself in the ass with all type of toys but have been craving the real thing!!when i jack off i always eat my own cum & have been wondering if another mans is as good as my own!!i go to rest stops & watch the action while i jack off wildly but stop just short of joining the fun!!i am thinking of going to a glory hole place i heard of for my first real experience,i am craving to taste a cock & feel dick in my ass and lots of it!!i have been getting totaly naked in public rest rooms while i jack off hoping to get caught & forced to have sex with some guy who will treat my like a slut and take me to a club,while still naked,and force me to have sex with every one there!!if my little secrect were found i i would ruined in my town but i am to the point of not caring!! so what do you all sugjest i do??i have been married for 25 years & am bored to death!!