I am a married man of 36 years now and I have e.d. I use toys and my mouth to please my wife. But I alaways get this urge to have sex with men. I love the wife but I lust for sex with a man. I go to the porn video arcade and I have sucked alot of other men off in there and I always go back for more. I have been using toys on my ass now and hve the strong urge for a cock up my ass, even thou I am a virgin up there. I wish there was a place I could go to have a man give it to me slow until my ass gets used to it and then fuck me good and hard. It feels good when I use toys on myself so I bet it would feel great with the real thing in me. I wish someone would tell me where to go to get it done to me...