This is my second post. I want to confess it again.

I am short and physically weak boy. I started having girly urges since I was 15. I used to masturbate by stimulating the tip of my cock using fingers and not stroking like boys. Finally I have developed pathetic sissy desires. I even tried to steal panties once but was unsuccessful. The worst part is that I have started enjoying my pathetic girly desires and feelings. I want to be taken by a real man and want to be his sissy wife bitch. Should I go ahead with my sissy faggotry? What do you think?