My wife started traveling with two other women. Money is no problem for any of them, and these trips have become a repeated pastime. Usually they go for two weeks. When they are gone I fantasize about having sex with another man. It all started when I was at a jewelry store looking for something for my daughter's birthday. The salesman, clean cut, older man, touched my hand several times while he showed me the bracelet. He asked me lots of questions and I told him that my wife was out of town again. He said that sucked being alone, especially for dinner. He got off at six, and we went to dinner at this seafood restaurant he liked and he touched my hand and held it several times. He invited me to his place and we had sex. He definitely took the lead and helped me through everything and I ended up letting him give me the ride of my life. He is large, and has a full size penis, and sucking him and letting him ride me to completion was one of the best experiences I had ever had.

After several other meetings with him he told me he was moving on, he was going to move to Florida where he had a couple of buddies from the old days and they were going to start a business catering to gay travelers. I was always welcome, if I wanted to use their services.

Since getting hooked up with him I have not been able to hook up with another man like him. I fantasize about having sex with a man, sucking cock. When my wife travels I use Craigslist and drive into Chicago to meet up. Most of the time it is a no show, which is frustrating because I am usually past the point of needing to get together. Other times it is all fake, not real. It is hard to get a guy to get off when he acts like that, I need some more encouragement not just shoving their penis down my throat.

I have gone out to Florida, but he is with his buddy now, which means I am set off with some guy I don't know. We have done a foursome aboard a boat, which was exhilarating, but I just don't get off to fucking a guy, I want to be the one fucked, and I prefer getting fucked missionary style. I guess what I am saying is that I want my friend to be the one that fucks me, it feels so good to have him do it. I also really get off to sucking him and letting him unload in my mouth. But he is with his buddy, so that he does it to give me pleasure.

My latest hook up was with a Mexican house painter. He had a normal penis, but he was uncut, my first time with a man like that. He fucked me hard, but only from behind, I sucked him and reamed him, and I wanted to kiss with him, but he didn't want to and he left me in the motel room for the night. I really want to hook up with a man that wants to kiss and foreplay, maybe take a shower together, let me suck him and show him how much I like to suck his penis, lay on my back and have him show me his hard penis and get on and fuck me and then watch a movie together and just enjoy being naked together.