I'm a 36 yr old black gay crossdresser I had my 1st experience with a man who was white and my upstairs neighbor, for about a yera and a half he was the only man I was with sexual and the only one to see me dressed.
I told him I wanted to go to a gay club dressed with him but he didn't want to go, I tried ressisting but I had to do it so for my 32nd birthday I got the nerve to go alone, my intentions was only to see if I could be dressed in a short skirt around people, I was scared but after a few drinks and some talking and dancing with guys I loosen up having more drinks getting so buzzed letting the guys fondle me on my butt, I thought whats wrong with playful touching besides I was liking it and I was talked into going out to the car with a guy.
After some touching and nudging he talked me into giving him head, I couldn't believe what I was doing but I was so excited by this and when he came I just clamped down swallowing it, afterwards I thought what have I done, we talked some and he thanked me, he had no idea he was only the second guy I had did this too and my 1st time swallowing, we went back in and I kept thinking as people were watching me that they knew what I did and I was feeling cheap letting a stranger talk me into doing what I did