OK so, I am a female who confused about her sexuality. my best friend, who is also a female. we have been friends for 15yrs. a few yrs ago we messed around. we respected the friend and now only mess around when we don't have anyone. she is now in a committed relationship with another female and I'm between men and women. well, here is where it gets thin, i have been messing around with her girlfriend. we have been getting pretty serious. we both love her and love each other. i moved into their house about 3 months ago. so now i have this "love triangle". i mess with my best friend and her girlfriend is OK with it. i mess with the girlfriend and if my best friend finds out we are DEAD.
so, I'm OK with the love triangle, but I'm falling more in love with the girlfriend and less caring for my best friend.... does anyone have suggestions? should i continue like the girlfriend and i are just friends, and my best friend and i are just friends with benefits?
do i need medication? i cant get out of this triangle, i get the best of both worlds i guess. i do lay at night alone, with the desire of a man but wanting to caress a woman's body.
i love em both... i do. but am i doing good or bad?