God damn how hot would it have been to explore my sexuality when I was a young thing..

When I was like 13, I was totally crushing on a family friend that was about 17 or 18. He could have done whatever he wanted to me.

I'm 25 now and still think that is ridiculously hot.

I wish I lived in ancient Greek times when it was socially OK to have a really young male lover.

I'm not a creepy pedo and I don't want to just use some young kid to get off, I just think it would be awesome to have that sort of trusting, mentor/sexual type relationship.

Nowadays though, people are crazy paranoid about it, and I don't need that scarlet letter for the rest of my life.

Still so hot to think about though :P