Do you have any other options? Can you move in with your aunt or another relative? I was a wild kid growing up and my parents tried taming me by having my father beat the shit out of me. It just made me become more wild and hate them. I was told that I could move into a couple of my aunts houses, but never took them up on it. I now am a fully functioning adult, despite the fact that I am on here... I hope you know that your mother is the one with the problem and you deserve better!!!! Hope that helps a little bit.
Your moms the nut case. What she said was wrong and was said for one reason only... to hurt deep inside.
Anyone who was where you were would be depressed. ANYONE!
If I may, go to Writing.com. You can get a free account and it can be a place to post your stories, poems, pics and find support.
If you go find the largest horror group. I will be there. And it is okay if you are not into the horror.
Tell your school counselor. I use mine when I was your age and it made a huge difference.
Also see if you can move in with a more normal person.
Go to treatment. Stop trying to make a whole lot of online strangers feel sorry for you. Like "oooohhh, i'm 14 and i CUT myself, i am so emo and artsy and cool ohhhhh!Woe is me! WOE IS ME!" like, ok, cutting yourself is just some fucking bullshit that doesn't help. Its like breathing and saying that you just did 'oxygen'. Ever try kid's help phone? Nah, didn't thing so. Go get some treatment. And i am 100% allowed to say this, as the fact is that i am 14.
Why are you taunting a 14 year old with obvious problems? If they need to vent let them but to the original poster...there is help out here and this is not the place for it. Best of luck
im sorry,i know it can be tough.im sixteen and ive been there.and to whoever posted to u before just because u cut urself doesnt make u emo thats stupid.and even tho ur mom treats u like crap u gotta remember shes not the only person in the world.other people care for u and even if u dont know it yet.i know that wont make up for the fact that ur mom doesnt but dont ruin ur life over one person.like u said ur an artist u have a talent that u can use to get u somewhere to get u to a better place in life.dont blow it all for someone who doesnt even care.the pain u experience now will make u stronger and life and i have confidence in u.